the damage this place did to me is irreversible. i still think about it all, years later. i still seek it out, even if i know these old things are dangerous for me. those people. that... person. the idea that he might still be watching is starting to get to me. i've changed my profile. i just hope you all can still guess who i am regardless.
i'm so sorry i couldn't stop some of the things that happened. that i couldn't save some of you. i couldn't see past what he had made me think and feel. i hope everyone is safe now, but i could never know for sure.
i hope i'm safe now.
