varsa_j

TTPD being a double album and Lando P1 has made my week tbh <3

varsa_j

All you need to know is that I'm a wh*re for ttpd and that I was trying so hard not to cty whist driving to uni this morning listening to the album. Let's just say I was a mess when I got there <3

varsa_j

@littleredbird- honestly she had no right to make it this good, but I love her for it despite the fact there was tears
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littleredbird-

@varsa_j I feel you. I think I've cried over 10 times today
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varsa_j

Nothing scares me more than not being able to have kids, because my periods are horrible and have a mind of its own, I was meant to finish last Friday and I'm still bleeding. Please send help <3

Lyswritezz

@varsa_j Ahhh literally same, it can just randomly stop and start again after a few days and bleed for forever
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MarieAlbert855

@varsa_j I get it right now I would call your doctor and think about eating a heavy iron diet for a little while because we'll bleeding cuz as you're bleeding you're becoming anemic and that's not good see about certain stress levels or stressors trying to think of all the things I did I know you can't cut stress out completely but try to avoid it I switched my diet up didn't eat a lot of processed foods I ate a lot of organic even though it was expensive I wish you a lot of good luck
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varsa_j

@MarieAlbert855 I just feel quite scared really cause it's happened before but that was like 6 years ago but it was longer than this and I did talk to my doctor about it, this is the first time since then so I am quite shocked, I'm just trying my best to relax at the moment and keep stress-free. thank you <3
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varsa_j

So I just wanted to update you guys on what's happening with my book. At the moment I have chapters up to 40 somewhat planned. They aren't written but I have small ideas of what will happen in those chapters. 
          
          Also, I feel like the story is quite fast-paced but that is because there is a lot of drama awaiting as James and Anika's relationship is not going to be smooth sailing as we know some people will be jealous and the war, there will be a happy ending, I promise. 
          
          I'm currently writing a chapter right now and hopefully should have an update soon
          
          Also, I have a feeling this fic will be really long as those 40 chapters go up until the group sit their OWLs 
          
          Anyways, love you guys <3

varsa_j

I'm so sorry I haven't updated, I was meant to last weekend but I wasn't at home at all. I've got some drafted chapters and hopefully, I can double-update this weekend. I've been busy with uni as well, so I'm just trying to get the balance restored plus procrastination has been my best friend lately. I've only just got the motivation to write so I'm going back and forth, writing a chapter and then a part of my essay. :) thank you for bearing with me <33

varsa_j

So I wasn't meant to be on placement shift on Valentine's Day but because of staff shortages, my original shift got changed and I had to choose a long day shift on Valentine or a night shift on the 15th. 
          
          Guess who's working on Valentine's Day?
          
          It's me because I know for a fact, I'll be doing nothing that day.