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We talked 3 years ago i guess. 

https://discord.gg/cGj5G6Fc

Up? 

I knew it when I met him
          I loved him when i left him 

If heartbreak can be virtualised,
          You can see blood gushing out my chest, & my heart being ripped out by you. with its tissues torn apart, veins twisted & pulled.
          If only heartbreak can be virtualised,
          You would see my heart in your fist, squeezed into your palm.
          Enough to make it invisible. now I'm heartless. heartless to myself.
          1 care a little less about me, With passing days l'm getting lost.
          Where will I even find me?
          I don't have an intention to be found.
          I wasn't this. I don't wanna be this.
          "let me heal, help me heal." - cries my soul.
          What do I tell her? How do I tell her?
          That she's already dead..
                                                  —S 

no and i miss her so very much. let me know if you hear from her please?

i love u most <33

रात भर अश्क़ो ने तुझको पुकारा है
          हर दुआ में मैंने तुझको ही माँगा है☠️

Hey babe f4f??

STOP USING ME AS YOUR DAMN BANDAGE. 
          
          do not leech around with me, sucked off enough happiness already, Stop. FEAR KARMA. 
          
          Everytime I try to fix you, I had to pull out a small piece of my heart and fill in / pierce it into your shattered heart to make it Full. Now that I’m counting the pieces i pulled out from my very heart, I see a deep hole. Deep enough to make it empty. So empty that I might go heartless someday. Just stop. Please stop, its getting real harder for me to breathe. 
          I deserve better. 
          
                                                                    — Saji.