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HI SWEETIES!!! ANYONE KNOW A GOOD COVER SHOP?? GETTING BACK INTO WRITING KSKCKDKDK

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Lily's graphics is so good!
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StarstruckMochiii

Well, actually, I will write a big note. You deserve to know how much I really, truly love you before I leave.
          
          I promise this will probably be the last time, so I won't annoy you with long mssgs anymore haha.
          
          Why are you such a good friend? You've always been there for me. Your kindness and care was always there for me, even when you were struggling with things yourself. Why would you comfort me so much and so genuinely where you were dealing with so much all alone? I didn't deserve it. I didn't deserve your constant love and affection and care, but I'm so eternally grateful for it. 
          Thank you so much, Rina for always making me laugh and cheering me up with your weird thoughts and silly comments. (You better not be crying rn haha) I'm sorry that I'm not able to keep my promises. I would love to meet you, to laugh with you irl, to go to a concert with you and watch kdramas with you. I really wish I could, but please forgive me for not feeling like it right now. 
          I hope I can do it with you some day, but right now I'm struggling with a lot of dark thoughts and impulses, and my home life isn't getting any better, so I need to take a break. You deserve to know after being such a pillar of comfort for me :) 
          
          I love you, Rina!! You better not do anything while I'm gone that would make me sad, or when I become a ghost, I'll haunt you >:(
          
          I love you, as always, more. I'll love you more for eternity >:))

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@StarstruckMochiii my little adorable cutie :]]
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StarstruckMochiii

LOL, thank you so much <33
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@StarstruckMochiii long msgs don’t annoy me haha :>
            
            I’m glad you thought I was a good friend to you and I’m glad I could comfort you ^^ You deserve all this love, affection, and attention. This is how you should feel. I hope you find this more in the future because you’re a really sweet person and you deserve to feel happy.
            Making you laugh and cheering you up should be the standard for a friend. If they make you feel bad about yourself or don’t make you feel happy they’re not a friend. I’m js doing the standard honey <3 (I’m not crying I’m js smiling like a MANIAC- fuck whenever I hear maniac I can’t I hear Felix in the song-) And dw it’s fine if you can’t fulfill those promises haha, ik a lottt of them were vvvv unrealistic. But there were a few realistic ones, like watching kdramas thru dc calls and doing dc games. And it’s fine if you’re not feeling it rn, not all promises don’t happen over night. We still have all summer.
            I wish we could do all those things tgt some day too :)) I understand if you need to take a break, please do well. But if you ever feel like you need comfort I’ll be here for you always since I’m off school for summer break starting tmr. Please do well and stay safe, don’t do anything harmful to yourself, you told me that haha. 
            
            Ily2 ♥︎ I won’t do anythingggg dwdwww but you better not do anything either!!! And you’re not becoming a ghost- nu uh we’ll become ghosts together when we die of old age and gossip- JKJK (no but we’d be those gossiping aunties in family reunions ☠️) 
            
            I LOVE YOU THE MOST. (Wtf this sounds like a wp ff like different lives/timelines slskkcksks im getting inspo for a new fic in the weirdest way- I TOLD U I FIND INSPO AT THE WEIRDEST THINGS!!,)
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StarstruckMochiii

Rina colada >:)
          
          I would write a suuuuuper long note about how amazing and kind and wonderful you've been, but please forgive me for not feeling like it, haha. But you already know, right? You know how much I love you, Riri <33
          Please always stay safe and healthy, don't do anything to make me sad while I'm gone. AND I MEAN IT, OKAY???
          
          I love you more <33333

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@StarstruckMochiii okay ngl I’ll be honest. At first I was confused w rina colada bc I was liek- is it supposed to rhyme? Liek shouldn’t it be rina pina then- but that sounds stupid. BUT NOW I GET RINA REPLACES PINA. I’m slow be quiet TT 
            
            I feel happy to recieve these types of notes :> thanks a lot, Rosie posie. And dw do what u need for your health, I shouldn’t come in the middle of that. If u ever need comfort though I’ll be here always since I’ll be on summer break tmr. But take a break and refresh yourself. It’s OK to be happy, you deserve happiness. 
            I willll dwdwww u do the same ^^ I eat healthy
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