atlas

okay so er uh you might be wondering where ive been. so. here we go.
          
          early december 2023, my laptop decided to be evil and it broke. So, the only device i can access wattpad on reliably is my phone. i have yet to secure a replacement (its been over a year) but i HATE typing a lot on my phone. so i just dont do it lowkey. thats why the updates are so slow- the annoyance of typing chapters on my phone outweighs the joy of writinh this story i love.
          
          another thing. between school (high school is serious i hate it) (9 hours of my day) and homework (another 3 hours MINIMUM) and trying to maintain friendships and relationships (takes time and energy to be a good friend lowkey) i dont find myself with a ton of time! and!!!!! my mental health is rocky at best. so between being depressed and i think bipolar and some other things im not comfortable sharing here rn its really hard to keep up hobbies ESPECIALLY on top of the time constraints of real life.
          
          even now im still working on my phone and trying to push out chapters of loverboy— a story that i love. i have so much love for the story and i am so thankful for everyone who reads it and everyone who likes it— all while jugglinh a life. i just want yall to know that im not trying to abandon my readers. you guys are awesome. its just the world getting in the way you know?
          
          who wants a jfk x reader short fic tho…

guys it’s my birthday… thirteen here i come ! 
          
          
          
          (i’m not turning thirteen)

screaming crying throwing up wattpad deleted all my messages with people i had valuable information in those dms!!! how am i going to refer back to brainstorming i did with my friend in the middle of the night. @wattpad why would you do this to me. i know i didn’t delete them because i look at them often. those are my friends :(
          
          also updating because i suddenly got inspired and also felt bad for abandoning you guys :(

y’all i’m so sorry i haven’t been writing because i STILL don’t have an actual computer and writing on my phone is literal ass and i have no idea where the drafted chapter i had was going so i just haven’t been engaging with it so i know it’s been like six months but i haven’t forgotten about loverboy lmao i’ve just been on an indefinite hiatus from it because of not being able to work on it, but hopefully before the school year starts up again i’ll have a replacement laptop and can actually work on anything at all. again i’m so sorry for abandoning y’all but i don’t have much else i can do for now :( i still love you guys so much and thank you for all your reads! you guys are the best :) there’ll be a new chapter soonish i promise

Okay so um. I have a few old fics in the drafts that are for the dsmp that were remnants from that phase. And knowing that pretty much all of that group are actually sucky people I’m just gonna delete them. I really liked some of them, and maybe I’ll repurpose the characters or concepts for future fics or original content, but those fics will never see the light of day. Sorry y’all :( also laptop still does not exist so. I swear I didn’t forget about you guys <3

Hey guys so ik updates on loverboy are painfully slow (sorry) but I promise to push another chapter out by Christmas! Writers block has just been hitting and it’s finals week next week, and between that and the new bf and the assignments I have due, wattpad isn’t my highest priority right this second. But schools almost out so then I can work on it more :) Also, it’s gonna be kinda hard to write bc um. my laptop that I use to write kinda sorta fucking broke. like the display is cracked and stuff (I have no clue what happened) so that’s fun, I guess I know what im getting for Christmas! Anyway, I love you all and thanks for sticking it out this long! Happy holidays <3

my friend is the best he fr just sent me his whole ass essay bc my period cramps are too bad for me to focus i will literally do anything for this boy

Hey, so on my laptop wattpad is being really buggy for some reason. The chapter I just published I had drafted for a little bit I just hadn’t uploaded it yet, but every time I tried to open it on my laptop it would duplicate, delete the title, read as published, and not show up in the chapter menu…
          I don’t know why it’s doing that, but until it fixes, I’m not going to be able to write bc it’s just pissing me off :/ sorry about the delay that’s going to cause! Hopefully it works soon enough and we’ll be back! all my love, atlas <3

May 24 is the last day of school for me, but the way finals are scheduled, I have that day off so… expect some productivity on the first day of my summer break!
          
          Also, early in June I believe I am going on a trip, so I won’t have my laptop, so i am unlikely to write, and if I do, it will only be a little bit over that week. 
          
          Much love to you all! <3 

guess what my current unhealthy obsession issss
          
          (total drama and also dead poets society and also rewatching gravity falls)