Hello inner thoughts..I've been banned, I cried a lot today..Why is everyone getting banned? Why did I have to get banned? WHy did I leave everyone on a cliffhanger? I should've known not to make any smuts, but I wanted to surprise the hundreds of people who were reading my stories. I want to post today..But I can't. I don't think they've realised that I'm banned yet, maybe they think I'm on a break? I really want to upload as many episodes I can before December, because I wouldn't be able to post anymore. But now that I'm banned, I can't talk to anyone...I should've stuck to wattpad. I think I'll post on wattpad more, maybe I'll get to complete a story that has been going on for nearly a year now, many readers have been waiting for an update, and I should give it to them..I think I'll just post 9 episodes on wit, and go offline again..School is closing on the 10th of December, and that's when I wouldn't ever get my laptop again. I'm probably failing all my classes, i mightn't get to finish my stories, but I guess they won't mind right? Right? I feel like dying, or crying or just something, I'm lost for words, how can this happen? I got injected today, my arm is sore, I can't really write that much...Maybe if I stay offline for an entire year, would people wonder if I'm okay or not? Is it wrong of me to doubt people's faith in me? Because that's how I am, everyone enters my life, and they immediately leave, so I won't be amused if everyone leaves me too. They day is coming to an end, and my month is getting worse. I probably mightn't post again, I shouldn't, they probably hate me for ending Prof. Sakusa with a cliffhanger..Yeah, they probably hate me, I hate myself too.