this message may be offensive
Because I can’t say this to my dad but I need to say it to someone:
-I’m sorry I’m such a fucking mess
-I’m sorry you hate me
-I’m sorry I get angry easily
-I’m sorry I’m so fucking moody but I don’t have my fucking pills
-I’m sorry my mother didn’t pack my pills and buy more of my other pills
-I’m sorry I’m such a fucking disappointment
-I’m fucking sorry I can’t move out right now
-and I’m especially sorry that I’m your daughter
(For background, we’re on a trip right now and my Mother didn’t pack my pills (I can’t have them because I’m suicidal) so I ran out on Tuesday. Due to this I’ve been pretty moody and my Dad can only take so much of me getting mad at my brother (who’s a transphobic asshole who hates me so I just returned the favor) he snapped this morning and I just want to get back home)