Supernatural Rewatch // s3e11 Mystery Spot . . . I’m finally understanding Sam’s suffering. The amount of times he watched dean die, over and over again, and the fact that he had to survive half a year without him, only for it to all be a lie. Remembering when dean comes back from hell in s4, I get why sam acts the way he does. He’s felt with it before, and he has so much pain already. There’s a reason why he’s kind of numb around these seasons