tomoe222

Depressed. What does it mean by depressed? Is it because of anxiety? Or fear of losing. I feel both now. 
          	
          	I feel anxious with my surroundings. With people at work, with my own friends. I fear about what they actually think about me. I feel fear of losing, losing my own self. Now, I don't feel joy in whatever I do. I laugh, but when I am alone, like right now, the sadness overwhelms. I try to play games, listening to music, watching movie,reading countless fanfic here and do whatever I think is happy but it means almost nothing when night comes or when I am alone. 
          	
          	Is this depression? I want to consult to some counselor, but  I don't how or where to find one.
          	
          	This might be rambling, because this is the first time ever I posted something and I talk about depression. I'm sorry, but I just don't know where to channel 'this feeling' anymore...I'm sorry

tomoe222

Depressed. What does it mean by depressed? Is it because of anxiety? Or fear of losing. I feel both now. 
          
          I feel anxious with my surroundings. With people at work, with my own friends. I fear about what they actually think about me. I feel fear of losing, losing my own self. Now, I don't feel joy in whatever I do. I laugh, but when I am alone, like right now, the sadness overwhelms. I try to play games, listening to music, watching movie,reading countless fanfic here and do whatever I think is happy but it means almost nothing when night comes or when I am alone. 
          
          Is this depression? I want to consult to some counselor, but  I don't how or where to find one.
          
          This might be rambling, because this is the first time ever I posted something and I talk about depression. I'm sorry, but I just don't know where to channel 'this feeling' anymore...I'm sorry

relucentstarss

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tomoe222

@relucentstarss u're welcome. And I do enjoy your story, especially love sight
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