thisiswangdi

Added two more poems in my collection “This is me trying” I hope you check it out. Thank you. 
          	
          	PS trying to get back to wattpad but I guess I kinda forgot how to use it lol.

thisiswangdi

Eee it’s been a while since I have been here on this platform and everything feels so new at the moment. But, I am here with a new beginning and with a new collection of poetries brewed during times when I felt the need to write. This collection is called “This is me trying”. I hope you all check it out.
          
          -Wang Di
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thisiswangdi

Reciprocated, your love for Dave.
          Unrequited, my love for you.
          If only you had chosen me, 
          you wouldn't be pouring rain 
          through those veins
          to your innocent heart
          and I wouldn't be here,
          on this barren land where 
          these woeful, wretched, wilted roses 
          are yearning for a drop of water. 
          Baby, even if I traded my soul, 
          would I ever be enough for you
          for I wasn't your drug,
          and your drug didn't seem to love you 
          the way you loved him. 
          
          If only you had taken a chance with me,
          even for a second, baby, 
          I would have taken you 
          to where you belonged;
          heaven, my Aphrodite.  
          The yellow hues would have welcomed you
          and I wouldn't have felt the seasons transmute so painfully 
          if only,
          if only,
          if only you said yes to heaven
          and no to him. 
          
          I am dancing on my own,
          watching you from afar
          to this melody my heart created
          that is screaming
          till death do me apart.
          And there you are
          scented with cigars,
          high on Dave, your heroin,
          yet, 
          you apologize to him
          for a million times
          for not being able to be his voodoo doll.
          
          Darling, I am sorry but
          I need an end to this undying love
          even if loving you was the sanest thing I did.
          I am sorry, baby,
          but I am turning out these lights
          and plucking out the days from your garden 
          and refilling it with the nights
          so I could be Dave even if it's for a split second.
          You know, I know,
          that I am wrong
          but all I need is a chance to proof my 
          insanity from this anonymity.
          I will love you forever, 
          I will love you forever 
          but not as much as Icarus loved the sun,
          wings melted, falling.
          But, I love you.