mimiyaaaa ✨

Hii, long time no seeee ❤️

It's almost 3am & I still can't sleep. Too much burden. 

A small lie is still a lie; it can break the biggest trust.
          
          I'm very aware of my surroundings, I noticed everything; just to protect my heart like others do. I don't call it selfish, it's a self-care. 

Heyy everyone! I hope you're all doing well. I haven't been as active on here as I would have liked to have been. I completed my degree, I mean not really "recently" and I've been focused on finding employment. Adulthood is scary. The older I get, the more I realize that what I want now is permanent things, permanent people, and permanent feelings. I am not a kid anymore, I want to settle for something that would last maybe not forever, but until my last breath. I've been worrying too much about future. Seriously, adulthood is scary. Really. Period. I have been going through so much in these past few years. I always questioned God why. Why me. Why I have to going through this phase again. I'm at my lowest point of life now. I don't even know whether I could continue writing. I'm sorry for that. I hope all of you are doing fine and stay safe. Till we meet again. :)
          
          Love,
          miyanariii <3

"Kalau memilih saya, dirasa terlalu berat. Lihat saya sesekali saja. Lihat perjuangan saya sebentar saja. Siapa tahu, kamu jadi sedar. Memang cuma saya yang segininya sama kamu, sekurang kurangnya kamu, sepenuh penuh nya untuk saya."
          
          

Benda paling susah nak dapat; Kepercayaan.
          Tapi nak musnahkan kepercayaan tu, tak perlu banyak masa pun. Cuma sesaat. 

3 most painful things;
          
          Trying to hide what you really feel,
          
          Loving someone who loves another,
          
          And taking risk to fall in love again. 

Ada tiga hal yang tidak dapat ditahan;
          
          Air mata, cemburu & rindu.
          
          :') 

Hi guys. Sorry for keep you guys waiting. I will be back sooner or later. I had no clue also when I'm going to update my story but if you guys still want to read it do let me know because lately I feel so unmotivated to write anymore. Idk but yeah I will try my best. Heaps thanks to all of you for support. Appreciate it so much. Xx

Who's your favourite Korean actors? Let me introduce myself, I'm Park Seo Joon's girlfriend lol
          
          Yours is?