Hii guys,
I know it's been over a year since you all have seen me active out here. And I know I have gone MIA without informing you all, but I had been dealing with a few major things which have altered my life.
The First of them is depression. I can't explain how scared I was when I got diagnosed with depression. I used to get suicidal thoughts and dreams in which I saw myself hanging. It was a tumultuous phase, my studies got affected as well as my personal life and aspirations. But now luckily I am out of it.
The second is the reason I am happy and safe rn. My boyfriend. He was the first one to notice changes in my behaviour when I started to behave differently. He convinced me to see the doctor and was with me through the entire process.
The third is my family. My parents. Due to my deteriorated mental health, I couldn't give time to my parents as I should have so after I got cured it was only fair that I be the best daughter to them.
And the final one is my studies. Being an engineering student is not easy. Continuous assignments, projects, and submissions used to take up all my time.
If you people ever wondered where is this irresponsible girl, so this is all that happened. Thank you for still following me and reading my stories (❁´◡`❁)
I saw all the votes on my stories, it made me feel happy as well as guilty.
I will try to get back to writing, which had been my escape, after my mid semesters. But I can't promise.
But still thank you to anyone who read this entire note. I love you a lot <3
