The ColorKINK

Hello.
          
          The ColorKINK here, I hope you all are doing well. You probably already figured this out. But unfortunately I will not be continuing writing fanfics on YouTube. :( I'm extremely sorry to everyone who waited so long for updates. It was really hard to come here and say this. I feel heartbroken and a bit embarrassed that I could not deliver. I hope that you all will forgive me. But, I have decided to turn one of my pieces of work into a screenplay, in hopes of maybe getting a production deal. It's my real dream even though some may think it  will not work out and it's a silly pipe dream. But I feel I have to try. Of I'll be changing a few things in the story but I'll stay true to the passion I had in writing it. I'm really nervous writing that to you all. Once again guys please forgive me. :'( But I couldn't leave without saying something. You can unsub on my YouTube channel. Also I privated the videos but if you want to maybe re-read the old fanfics I can set to public again.
          I'll sign off here. Thank you for the support and critiques because they've guided me so tremendously in the career I really wish to pursue. :')  I wish you all the best and that your goals and dreams come true in full bloom. <3 
          
          Wholehearted love,
          The ColorKINK

Hi guys. The ColorKINK here.  I know it's been months since I last uploaded a video on YouTube. I just wanted to update you here. I've been suffering from moderate depression. So it's been really difficult to jump back into the things I once love to do. But I'm trying to find that passion again. To those of you who support my work, I appreciate you more than anything and I hope that you will understand my current position. Thank you for being apart of why I kept going in the beginning. Honestly, when YouTube took my original channel down, it did kind of demotivate me a bit. Even though I still had all my videos, it was hard losing all the subscribers I worked hard to earn. At the moment the new episode of Double Mirror is still in my editing program. I'm trying to finish it because it's been there for a while. Every now and then I touch on it. I know some of you wanted me to maybe just continue writing all the series on here. I do love to give you guys a theatric, visual to go along with the story more. But if you read this let me know what you prefer. I'll try to see if I can work something out. But thank you once again. I love you all deeply. Have the best day/night❤️