@tatarmx
I’ve been reading this one lovely book that has great love interest representation, but they got happily together and I’m only half way through the book (ahhh).. this means sth is gonna get fcked up and I’m afraid so I won’t read it until further notice
I wish you all who are celebrating a very joyous and wonderful Bayram/Eid, enjoy family time (no matter chosen or blood) and if you celebrate alone, I hope your day goes by nicely and that your heart is full of love and happiness!! Know that you are loved, by people who already exist in your life, and by people who will later on come into your life!
should I upload a work of mine that has been sitting in my edits for years? I’ve been looking at this book and it has a certain potential and a view written chapters that I can continue
(it’s about philosophy, love and adolescence) this is very random, but I’m just thinking about it bc that’s the only one I haven’t yet uploaded for at least some time
@ominousqueer omg thanks! I will sleep about it and think it through (maybe release it in some days)
I made a mistake (for myself) that could fck up and change my entire life, and that’s not even an exaggeration
@ominousqueer you don’t think how many problems can be solved if you just write an email (but actually bc I found out that my situation isn’t as bad as everyone made it out to be)
thoughts on cowboy carter?
I need an update for ice cold so bad.. like I need distraction
yeahh i feel like landon’s gonna forget what he said but wren is also so blunt that i think he’ll just say it up front like “do you remember you told me you loved me” but also he is hella closed off about his emotions sometimes so idk if he’ll just act weird about it
I’ve reread my old works and tbh I’m not bad at poetry, might I say (contrary to what I believe when I write it, it’s very compulsive)
I swear I’m not in the mood to seem smart in front of guys anymore.. like ok think what you think, I’m not gonna put any effort into conversations anymore.
If anything, I’m trying to seem more unintelligent, bc I can do that shît and it seems interesting to me to see them reduce me to the stereotype they already had in mind
(just letting go and observing bc tbh I’m tired)
vacation apart from going somewhere is so bad for me bc I instantly let go and do nothing at home.. nothing to the point that it’s kind of like I’m intentionally boring myself
I do nothing for my mental being and then wonder why I’m miserable or at least in a bad mood