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im so tired. the first mass shooting in america happened in 1891. over 100 years ago. and nobody has done jackshit after that. do you know that there was a shooting today? 19 kids and 2 adults were killed at a school after a shooter opened fire. their last day of school was thursday. two days from now. elderly black people were killed at a supermarket. the murderer drived hours with a plan in mind before shooting them. asian people were shot and killed at a church. as of today, 27 school shootings and over 200 mass shootings have occurred in america. it's may. we're not even halfway through the year. if i hear a single fucking person claim that putting restrictions on guns is taking away their freedom, im going to fucking lose it. how privileged do you have to be to think that a life costs less than a little bit of discomfort on your side? if you think like that, then frankly, you don't deserve a gun. america has to do better. it's supposed to be "we the people," isn't it? when americans are murdered by americans with guns, i guess they no longer count as people.

THINGS SAID BY . . .     ANDREW GARFIELD'S PETER
            — i'm so sorry, i meant to hit you harder
            — ( to the criminal he's currently beating the shit out of ) i'm going to need your playlist after this because this is the coolest fight i've ever been in
            — how come i can't bite people with my venomous fangs?
            — ( punching criminals in time to the beat of song )
            — everyone i talk to tries to kill me. even aunt may. her meatloaf choked me yesterday
            — ( as spiderman ) i don't want anything in return for helping you! actually, pizza would be nice
            — why couldn't i have been bitten by a cat? i want to be a catboy
            — add some pizzaz to my life. i want cheese pizzaz please

also i missed our anniversary again. it’s been the third year. three whole years rlly is something to celebrate, isn’t it? i was in elementary school when this first started, and now im in high school. it’s just fucking nuts. and i wondered if i’d make it sometimes— but we made it. it’s been three years, and we’re still going. not like three years ago, fuck no. no, we’re going on in the domestic “it’s been seven months since i’ve seen you but god i still miss you as much as the first day” love. i should probably check in with you more tho—

i’ve built up a collection of these and i rlly need to write them down in here

guess what past me? ur not trans!! which means no transphobia, but also. wtaf is my gender rn????

no bc my dysphoria is so bad. like really bad. like what the fuck bad. i hate it so much. especially because all i want is to be masc? and i can't be trans. i can't. i know it'll ruin my life if i am, because i can't come out to everyone without dealing with transphobia. without dealing with hate. without everyone looking at me completely differently. and i can't do that. i barely have the support i need right now, it would go away completely if i was trans. im honestly scared. i can't afford this.

the fact that andrew wanted his mj to be a dude so pete's canonically bi but sony are fucking cowards and decided to cancel his movie instead
            we could've had ben barnes as a love interest???????? and then had wolfstar??????? this is a crime istg

wtf sony??????? give andrew his tasm 3 rn

NWH       SPOILERS        !!
            no bc im literally crying
            rn, wtf. like i just can't??
            tom did such a good job
            and so did marissa. but
            im having a mental 
            breakdown rn, so that's
            probably not a good
            thing? and andrew-
            literally loml behavior
            right there. he was so
            perfect- AND HE GOT
            HIS REDEMPTION TOO-
            omfg im literally
            sobbing rn. and tony
            went to mit and now so
            is peter????? they're 
            so great. i love them sm.
            literally wtf. and stephen
            mf strange????? he was so
            hot omfg. and he was
            basically a really nice dude?
            and maybe i love him now?
            and otto- omfggggg he was
            so great. it was so great. nwh
            is officially my favorite movie
            in the mcu. maybe in ever. 
            anygays, idk how im going
            to study for finals after that
            bc wtaf. also might be
            adding andrew's peter
            to my comfort charcters
            now- ...this is a problem

i planned on doing this yesterday i swear— 
            
            but anygays, happy ( late ) birthday buck <3
            i don’t really mention it, but i hope you know how strong you are for getting up every day. your life would have broken me if i were in your place, but you’re still here everyday, still trying. please keep doing it. i love seeing you haul steve’s ass back into line when he gets impulsive, I love seeing you put your hair up in man-bun when you have a particularly intense workout, I love seeing you insist on having plums in the tower all the time, I love seeing you in my life. you have the opportunity to be yourself now, and i love seeing you explore who you are now. i’ll always be by your side to give you a hand with that if you need it ( this is when you take me up and dye your hair neon pink ) . also, fuck you for eating my sushi roll.  it was specifically marked with my name on it, so it looks like i need to finish some of your parfaits. i love you buck, and i always will. happy birthday <3

hey lils- ik im late but i kinda forgot this thread existed
            but tysm for everything. for being the one person who wasn't afraid to stand up no matter what. thank you for your wit, your strength, adn your bravery. this sounds kinda like a tribute now, but i kinda wanted smth a little formal, yk? anygays, now that ik ur rlly reading this, i love u, rlly, but pls stop stealing remus's jumpers and giving them back to him. v much not helpful tyvm. what if i started stealing your eyeliner every morning?? wait no sirius already does that. what im trying to say is, you're a pain in the ass, but without you, life would kinda rlly suck. thanks for deflating james' ego <33

happy birthday bruce <3
            
            you're probably the most stable person i know. which, i mean, is kinda weird with the hulk and everything, but you're just my rock. you've been there for everyone, not just me. and i know you think less of yourself (why???) for some stupid reason, but you're probably one of the only reasons everyone at the tower hasn't lost their minds yet. i mean, the jury's still out on tony, he's a little nuts. and i know that you've been overlooked a lot as a person, simply because you have another person inside your mind. but you as a person are amazing. you have your ups and downs, but don't we all? you try your hardest, you can always tell if something's up, and you're literally the chillest person around. not to mention you have an amazing music taste (yeah tony, even better than you). so ig today's my day to say thanks. thanks for being who you are, and thanks for just existing. the world's a better place for it. i love you brucie bear, and have a great day <33

stop bc andrew garfield is making me fall in love with Remus all over again omfg

i just want to steal his sweaters and call him a pretty boy and akdjdbdhsk why am i in love with a fictional character?? BUT HIS SCARS- AND HIS LITTLE FRECKLES- THEY'RE SO CUTE??? HES SO CUTE???????? ...maybe maladaptive daydreaming is a problem bc nobody's ever going to be this much of a pretty boy-

no but he's so soft- and his little sweaters akskdhsl sir pls i literally can't-
            but at the same time he's so unsweet? like pls sir why are you so horny all the time-

haha parents go brr

also wtaf is up with ppl. like.

asdgsafdg how does this have like 21 messages already?? i am mentally ill ✨

the theme still needs changing :)