Im not the type of person to rant to anyone usually, but i feel like i need to to. How come it feels like im always there for everyone when they need someone, but when I need someone, no ones ever there? Like yeah, i dont have to be there for everyone ALL THHE TIME, but i always think; what if it were me that needed someone's comfort? I put myself in what they might be feeling so i can comfort them better. I have so many friends and people around me, and it feels like i can't turn to anyone when i need to talk. it's suffocating. All i want is for someone to check up on me without me having to do it first. Is that so hard to receive? I just need someone's comfort. Like the one i try giving out. (Sorry for spelling mistakes)
