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@kingsarc     [  while she did feel a bit guilty for essentially lashing out on him    —well,  she wouldn’t consider it as that.   this just seemed out of her comfort zone,   due to the fact she just pushed things aside and carried on.   maybe that was the issue for her,   because she couldn’t seem to push past this specific issue.  he could’ve lost his life,   and that alternative alone made her blood run cold and ultimately,  her gaze reverted back to its original softened state.   her arms dropped now,   hands moving behind her to fidget with the multiple rings littering each and every finger of hers.   she knew he was in pain,   and she didn’t want to press the issue more than she needed to.   she thought that she got her point across,   and that was enough for her.   breathing out a heavy sigh,   she remained in her spot,   although her shoulders dropped from the overbearing tension within them,   ]    worrying about you just comes with the price of loving you so much,   and that’s okay.   it’s okay to worry about the people you love    —because even just the thought of you being in danger or being hurt is an inexplicable feeling that i don’t even know where to begin to explain.   while i’ll work on that,   i would worry less if you were more open with me about these things    .. because i’d be better equipped to deal with these matters if i was one of the first people to know.    besides    —whoever wrapped you up didn’t do that good of a job.   it’s meant to stabilize and protect your skin,   not cut off your circulation    .. and if you’d let me     —i can fix it so you’re more comfortable,   judgement and worry aside from what’s underneath it

 ♱̼ . ⠀@stagqrc,    ⠀[his lips part to speak. and he says nothing.  nate had a response for every point and each was canceled out when she made another.  in the end. she was right and that made him feel more guilty than he’d like to admit.]    livia shouldn’t have said anything ..  [was all he really could come up with,  and it’ll remain just that.  he won’t confront the white crow about it either.. for she intimidated him, and wasn’t one to keep quiet over serious matters that even sansa would be mute over── this time, his thumb rubs at the wrapped up injury and he winces at the applied pressure, triggering that hot sting.  his hand balled into a fist in response ]      i ..  know,   i’m sorry  i  just..             didn’t want to make the matter worse── i don’t like it when you’re always worrying for me, either ..  

@kingsarc     really.   because that’s not what i heard at all.   [  in truth,  she had no idea how her normally soft doe eyes could shift into something    .. more stern and hardened,   she supposes it just happens when something as this happens.   not only was she left to worry about his well being when he left,  but even when he came back when he spared no details with her    — or many words,  for that matter.   her arms remained crossed over her chest as her gaze shifted from that almost shameful look on his face to the very gauze that wrapped along his entire arm,  ]   what i  /do/  know is that you were inches away from being practically torn apart from a sword if it weren’t for goldie.   you   — you could’ve been honest with me,  nate.   you knew not only i,  but everyone else was worried about this whole    .. journey,   and i would’ve been less upset if you told me what happened.   instead,  i had to hear it from livia    — to which i’m grateful for,   because i know for a fact nobody else would’ve     .. she shouldn’t have needed to tell me,    just because you want to protect me.  i can handle a lot of tough things,  nate    .. i’m not someone you need to protect out of love,   that’s not how this works,   and i refuse to grow accustomed to being the /last/ person to find everything out    — especially when it has to do with you

 ♱̼ . ⠀@stagqrc,    ⠀a blade to the arm.  would’ve been his torso had goldbyrne not intervene..   now he has a deep cut and the pirate who attacked him remains in two somewhere out sea..     a meal for the fish i’d assume    ..    it won’t completely immobilize him .  but he’s better off using his right for a few weeks 

@womanangst     he must think i’m stupid,   i could tell something was wrong by the sudden avoidance.   how    .. minor are we talking?

@sovertiums      it makes perfect sense,   i do it all the time     .. so you’re not alone.    what are you reading there?

i talk to myself sometimes too,     just to make sure i don’t sound insane when i say certain things out loud.     if that makes sense..   

@sovertiums      no need to apologize,   i was talking to myself anyways     .. not in a weird way,   though

 ♱̼ . ⠀@stagqrc,    ⠀it’s not a matter of helping him..  especially when you can hardly help yourself.   it is merely a warning. for both of you. you are both trying too hard for temporary things. it won’t matter when you’re dead  

@womanangst      believe me,   i’m well aware that it’s a curse.    hell    — i can’t even find myself these days,   let alone help my little brother find himself too

 ♱̼ . ⠀@stagqrc,    ⠀not the flex you think it is.   he’s struggling to find himself. 

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@truerheir   /  i HOLLERED

*   here too say whaat 

@roariest       no    .. you’re unforgettable,   really.   from your bright red hair to your personality     — it’s a me thing,   can’t keep up with many people these days,   i guess

 ♱̼ . ⠀@stagqrc,    ⠀am i really that forgettable? how awful. might have to dye my hair..   maybe you’ll remember me then 

@roariest      i don’t know.   i forget who i’m talking to sometimes     .. especially with how many people i talk to

@reapsowed      thanks for your concern?

 ♱̼ . ⠀@stagqrc,    ⠀you and beowulf..    you have the face to do better,  y’know 

@reapsowed       here he goes.    while i don’t care,   i’m also confused as to    .. why you somewhat pity me

@soverlars      shit,   okay    .. he moves a lot quicker than i thought