@smrkth What can I say now? These days, it's really hard for me to respond to "How I Am?" Whenever I think that everything is fine and that whatever I want will happen, the universe always seems to have another plan for me. They say the universe gives you what you think, but whenever I wish for something, I never get it. It feels like this always happens to me, and it’s so painful. I wake up all night, suffering from insomnia. Life really treat me well I think :), and now I just want to be selfish. But why do I always end up melting and unable to control myself, helping others wholeheartedly even when no one cares for me? I just want to run away from everyone, and from myself, of course.
Ahh, I don't know what I'm saying—just my blabbering and late-night 4 a.m. thoughts. But yes, it’s great to hear that you’re fine, and I always want you to be happy. In this cruel world, an angel like you deserves to live a happy life. Please be safe and take care of yourself. My hands always itch to message you, but I feel Myself toxic sometimes, which is why I don’t and obviously don't want to spread my negative energy towards you ...Sending you only positive vibes...