smokeandfirex

I love how yall still reading Spencer gets stabbed , thank you  

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          I miss my brother. I know I see him every day and I have a class with him but I just need to know he dœs not hate me. maybe we can be friends in the future and I am unblocking him on snap in the summer. 

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          I gotten to see Levi soon. I am missing him too much. it is effecting everything for me. I asked him if I chold come over this weekend though I have not heard back but prolly because he dœs not take his tablet to school. anyway, I still have not presented in Spanish so I will next week. Joseph and Lola did there's. Lola did such a good job ^^ white hawk was not here today. I hope he is ok.

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          I was having a pretty good day. the gang was leaving me alone for awhile but whenever I sat down, I heard Kaylee's disgusting voice say “merry Christmas!!” in her disgusting sarcastic voice. just because of my Christmas sweater. I let it slide nothing to myself to never wear it again. even though I was already upset that my twizzlers tasted nasty. anyway, after a while I was starting to feel overstimulated. and uncomfortable. I wanted to leave. so I eloped. but as I was leaving, Shelby stopped me. “excuse me!!” I turned around “what??” “where are you going??” she asked. I had to think quick but I was dumb so I said “the restroom.” “oh well there is 1 rate by the lunchroom.” {no shit.} I thought. “oh.” I said pretending I did not know. I was obviously trying to avoid it because I knew the gang whold be in there. but I did not want to argue with her about it but I didn't want to tell her either so I went in them. the gang was in there. I tried to ignore it but after a while, they started doing what they do best...pissing me off.

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          everything was too loud. there was too many people. my heart was beating so fast it was moving my rib cage. I HATED Popcorn. not the food. it was a game we played in Spanish. if I gotten it wrong, people literally screamed at me. it was so triggering. I never even bothered talking to Aimee. she whold just say I was making excuses. this is why I need a 504 plan. I DO Want to participate and I am good at Spanish but not whenever I am under extreme pressure. I do not like loud stuff. I do not like doing things as a class. but no 1 understands. I also hate the game buzz. I love the class but I hate the stuff we do in it. it just sucks sucks. what shall I do, Lord??