Aaaaa

Last day of school wow

I'm literally such a horrible person because I have so many responsibilities I need to do but I've given up and I know how important it is but I refuse to do it. My health is really bad and I haven't eaten much but sweets for awhile and I haven't gotten much sleep either. I should talk about it with someone instead of writing it like this but I dont even though I promised I would if I feel like this. I've almost stopped caring and I'm just waiting for it to stop.

I feel bad I yelled at my sister over something stupid and made her cry, its funny, all that ever happens is me getting hurt but then I suddenly hurt someone and feel bad.

Ok so I was having a rough day at school yesterday and my friend was helping me calm down saying to take deep breaths and she said "in, out, in, out" and I thought I something dirty and told her and she screamed. Felt better.

When you trying to sleep and hear breathing and you're scared but realize you share a room with your sister.

It's nearly 2 am what is sleep. 

I've been told to shut up so many times by my family and whenever I'm sad they say they support be but I can't trust them anymore. They all probably hate me anyway.

I just tried to eat barbecue potato chips, forgetting I don't even like barbecue potato chips. Why do I even have barbecue potato chips? The mystery of the barbecue potato chips is unsolvable.

Kinda want to write a horror story how about zombies or stalkers?

Life would be a whole lot better without emotions