Yall know I updated you on everything in my life
My cousin is pregnant
She told me last night when we were getting ready to have a sleepover. I was crying hysterically because I never knew I was afraid of change until that. Everything is going to change and all I can do is come to terms with it.
I'm not entirely upset with the thought of the baby it's just that she's been pregnant since January. She's been pregnant for FOUR months and I never noticed. The baby is going to be born near my birthday if not on it. I texted my friends for some type of consolement but all they could tell me was that life is going to change, and that's not the news I wanted to hear but I think it's the one I needed.