Allya-san

Happy birthday me. 

Are u having Neobook account?

I’ll just play some Minecraft.

Stop acting like nothing is wrong. Stop acting like you did nothing wrong. Stop acting like nothing ever happened. Why can’t you just say thing at face value why the fuck would you say all that just to act like nothing happened at all and it was just a small disagreement. Just fucking stop. I hate it.

I Don’t know I Don’t know I Don’t know! Is it wrong to not know anything? Is it wrong to not know what I want to be in life? I tired of your bullshit stop nagging me! I make you upset? You make question weather or not I should be alive right now! You make me wanna end it all! You make me wanna run away you make me want to die. I’m so tired and upset that now I’m fucking ranting on Wattpad just so you don’t see them mom! Just stop I don’t know how much more of this I can take before i really do do something I’m gonna regret! Just stop talking to me and leave me alone and let me do this slowly because I still don’t know anything! I don’t know what I want to be I just really don’t know! I’m not an adult I can’t be an adult but I’m not. A baby either I just want you to feel proud me of me once at least you say you care about me and that you love me but why can’t you be proud of me?

anyways regarding more updates about 'Forever your mother' I felt nice and published 3 chapter instead of 1 it will take a little more time to publish chapter 4 tho so yeah. that's all.

I feel like this story may be more violent then I intended. 

Sorry

I may or may not be working on another book while writing my other books...┗( ˙◁˙ )┓

Tell me how is life