big papi

y’all wanna see fanfic based off where i work i straight got zero motivation lmk

just republished everything. if a chapter had mysteriously disappeared, its because i was embarrassed by it. absolutely everything is back up now, go crazy guys.

yuh ive been here a year wus good

forgetting you exist is certainly a jarring experience.
          i probably won't write obikin for a while if i write it at all. i hate to leave a book unfinished but it's not all-encompassing anymore. if i do write, it'll most likely be original works that are one chapter, sort of stream of consciousness type things with characters that may or may not have names. 
          i'm much more into hannibal (nbc) at the moment, though star wars has always remained majorly in my life. it's a matter or gathering motivation to do anything, much less write. i'll return to writing eventually, maybe i'll finish the 17 drafts in the short stories, maybe i'll finally finish syzygy or publish the other book i was working on that's remained in my drafts.
          and so, without the knowledge of what's going on and still trying to shake off the remains of my most recent dissociative episode period, i bid you goodbye for now. i'll try to check my inbox semi-regularly. i guess this is my public apology

america's anti-drug system is bullshit. smoke weed if you wanna, you won't die. it's impossible to overdose, you have to smoke over half your bodyweight in five minutes or less. blaze it, homies. everybody's like "be a good muffin and don't do drugs they're bad!!!!" they aren't. don't be lame and feel bad for having fun

anyone else feelin aggressively romantic hit me if you know what i mean

hey guys, sorry about the two week blackout. my grandpa died so my dad and i went up to visit her and help her out cleaning and with lawyer stuff for two weeks and i wasn't able to bring my laptop. 
          i'm taking a short break from posting to binge-write next week and probably the week after it. i just got back today and i'm frankly not in the mood to write syzygy how i want it to go at this point in its development. 
          i'm not abandoning my work! i'm taking a short break is all. my family life decided exploding in my face was the best option and a very close friend just told me that he has three years left to live. with other possibly-life threatening things occurring with my family members, in short, i feel like shit.
          2020 is dead set on taking people from me but that's not going to stop me from enjoying what little i can get. i promise i will keep posting, just not this week.
          i hope all of you are doing well, see you later!

yo dudes it'd be pretty dope if you could spread syzygy around n give me feedback on what you like n don't like. no pressure tho. thanks homies

did some touch-ups on Syzygy along with the new chapter, it should read a lot smoother than before. i changed the introduction a lot to make the dialogue a little closer to the characters. there were some inconsistencies in chapters that are now smoothed over and it flows a lot better.

syzygy is updated! have fun guys, this chapter took a lot but was really fun to write. happy reading! :)