IM SORRY ABT DISAPPEARING IM SO INCONSISTENT NXBDNBDND I STILL HAD WATTPAD I JUST HADNT LOOKED AT IT IN A WHILE
I HAVENT BEEN VERY MOTIVATED I SUPPOSE NDBDKDB ITS NOT ANYONES FAULT IM JUST AWFUL AT MEETING EXPECTATIONS AND IM SO IRRESPONSIBLE AND ALSO I TOTALLY FAILED SCHOOL SO THAT STINKS BUT HOPEFULLY I CAN TAKE SUMMER SCHOOL BUT I CANT FIGURE OUT HOW TO SIGN UP GFEHEGJDDV ITS JUST BORING STUFF BUT IM FINE AND I HOPE U ALL ARE TOO! I FEEL LIKE IM NEVER ABLE TO FINISH ANYTHING AND IM ALWAYS GIVING UP AND MAKING EXCUSES,;,: YOU WERE ALL SO SUPPORTIVE OF MY STORY AND THAT MADE ME SO HAPPY! BUT AT THE SAME TIME I KEPT GETTING WORRIED WHILE WRITING CHAPTERS AND THOUGHT STUFF LIKE “Is this good enough? Does that even make sense? What’s happening and why? Am I following the plot? Is there a plot? I don’t even have a proper title-“ AND THEN ID STOP WRITING AND HOPE THAT IF I WAIT A BIT ILL SOMEHOW GET SMARTER NXBXN BUT THEN THE MORE I WAITED THE MORE I THOUGHT LIKE “They’ve waited so long, so I should make this chapter extra special! Lot’s of words and romance! And plot stuff!” BUT TEHN IT STILL DIDNT FEEL GOOD AND I DIDNT WANNA DISAPPOINT ANYONE DNVDJDVSK I ALREADY KNOW MOST OF U GUYS DIDNT LIKE HOW RETZ AND GON BECAME FRIENDS KINDA LIKE NOTHING SO I THOUGHT THAT WAS A BIT ODD ON MY PART TOO NBXNXBXBV BUT ANYWAYS IM NOT CREATIVE SO IM BAD WITH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IM DOING ANYMORE I SOUND INSANE ANYWAY YEYYEYEYEGE HAPPY FATHERS DAY NXBDNBD
