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stop. i love bts so much from the bottom of my heart. when seokjin said that they were thinking of disbanding, my heart hurts. i never, ever once of them, thinking abt disbanding like... what?
          
          i know it must be really hard. imagine being on their shoes, the pressure they got from everyone, the expectation, everything. they were thinking about disbanding when they were on top. bts deserves more.
          
          as soon as i ended the live, i came to a realization that i'm still and might never be ready for bts disbanding. 
          
          this semester was shit, literally shit. my mom said mean things to me, i couldnt focus on my assignments, and... everything was literally shit. i found strength from their songs and comforting words. from my best friends pov, i have... change... for good. i slowly gain confidence and i am really trying so hard to love myself more. i am strong bcs i have people supporting me, but i got stronger bcs of bts. imagine them disbanding breaks my heart.
          
          thank you and sorry aren't enough. should've appreciate them more. we gonna give bts our best. 2019 will be their and our year. 

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the fuckin hypocrisy juMPED OUT.

i want earth to just suffocate me already please

LMAO I SKSKSKSKSK

no we can't use word die. let's use another 'proper' word. 

my stomach is hurt because of dinner. DINNER. A DINNER. it's just a dinner but my stomach became sooooo upset. i have a literature class at 7 and tbh this stomach doesn't want me to go to class today 

my stomach become upset lately and i dont think i can go to the class today 

I HEARD SOUNDS OUTSIDE AND I AM NOT HAVING IT AT ALL