none of the languages that already exist, nor any that are yet to be invented, will ever have words capable of capturing the emotions i feel. antebellum has become an integral part of me, without which i would feel incomplete. this story is forever engraved in my memory and woven into the fabric of my being. and don't think im exaggerating when i say it has changed me and shaped me into the person i am today. it genuinely changed the course of my life. nothing else can take the place this story holds in my heart and soul, and i can't fathom that it's over! there will be epilogues, and after that - nothing left to wait for. don't know if i can take that. im afraid no other piece of literature could ever appeal to me the way yours did.
you're an incredibly talented writer sectanda. i could dedicate hundreds of love letters to antebellum, sicaria, and the knights, and still have more to say