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Hey guys, sorry about my last message. I was stressed and annoyed because I kept getting messages and comments about age gaps and shit stuff like that and yeah I just lost my code for a really quick second. I know it is a taboo topic most of the time I’m gonna share some stuff that I don’t normally share but I’ve gone through domestic abuse. I have PTSD a personality disorder called HPD and anxiety and depression And ADHD so when I write the H gaps it is generally because I know from the way I grow up that when I find love, it’s gonna have to be someone who is example if I’m 18 they’re gonna have to be at least 25 to maybe even 14 years older than me And yeah it is a taboo subject but that is because I can’t date someone my age without freaking them out if I have a PTSD attack or something like that and yeah of course it’s gonna freak everyone out because it’s not something you see every day but people who are older and has have experienced more Chances are they understand it better they know how to handle it stuff like that so yeah when you read my books you will notice Melinda‘s character is more mature for her age stuff like that. She has a different trades that you don’t normally see. I have been through shit that I don’t talk about on apps especially not this and stuff like that and people I don’t know personally I’m on medication. You guys have nothing to worry about. I’m okay. I deal with it the way any person will, but yeah, I just wanted you guys to know that these age gaps. It’s not weird for me and I understand if you don’t like it and but if you do like it, just have fun reading the books but I will put a disclaimer in the description of the book from now on if they are gonna have age gapsso everyone knows what they’re getting into sorry for trauma dumping I just wanted you guys to know why I don’t see the biggest issue with each gaps I love every single one of you and I can’t wait to create more books for you guys in the future