saquesha

@saquesha Can I request you a fic?
            Most times it's Ethan who scares gray. Like when he punched the glass, or the motorcycle accident, Or when Ethan was receiving death threats. Or, the MTV fear factor when Gray said he thought Ethan's gonna drown. Or, the blindfolded skydiving, while Ethan became so delirious he almost died.
            
            
            They said they wanted to die together. But everytime life wants to take away Ethan from Gray, the possibility that they might not get to say goodbye together, I can only imagine how he feels. 
            
            Can you? You write so beautifully, and it would be great if I could see it from Gray's POV.
            
            You can make different chapters for different incidents if you want. Or, make it a new fic. Can also be part of this fic. Whatever you wish.
            
            I love their twin bond, so make it platonic, please? And also no additional characters, like gfs,mom etc. 
            
            You can use this song for inspiration... Goodbye by Apparat.
            
            I just LOVE small details & angst.
            So, If you accept it, I will be so grateful.

@saquesha SAME IKR :((((

I know what you mean I read everything even the twilight grethan book. 

@saquesha me too it makes me wanna leave sometimes :/

@coconutted apparently it is all over twitter, but i deleted that app months ago. they are bullying grayson and the girl he is dating like crazy on there from little of what i’ve heard. i’m so sick of these ‘fans’ 

@saquesha it's all on twitter isn't it.. i'm glad i deleted it people are so fucked and make everything such a big deal.

@saquesha :) <3 <3

@QuinnEleanor i’m glad you’ve been able to still write, and thank you for pushing through btw. your updates make me so happy haha! & thanks, i hope you have an amazing rest of your day too <3

@saquesha I feel this 110%. There was a two week period that I was like, "Okay, tomorrow. I'll start tomorrow." Did I? Nope. It's so frustrating. I started with, like, 6 different one-shot drafts until I settled on one and just went for it. It's so hard, though. Writer's block sucks so bad. lol. I feel the frustration. :) But I know that when you do get to writing again it's gonna be AWESOME. I hope you have an amazing rest of your day!! <3

you dont need to apologize and i get it, i hope you feel better and overcome ur writers block and have a good night/day :) 

@benjeyxdol i have been trying to reread it to get back into missing, but i can barley even do that right now. i’m sorry :( i want to continue it, and i plan to. but i don’t know when i will be able to get myself to sit down and write it. my mental health and physical health are really bad atm plus i have major writers block. 
            but thank you! i’m glad you like it <3

@saquesha At least it helped 4 me

@saquesha I agree. I hope it will too. It feels like a movie tbh. I think setting a time to get up and get to bed will make u feel better. :)

@QuinnEleanor i’m sorry you are dealing with this like i am. it’s defiantly not fun at all. but i must say i’m proud how you are trying to keep busy and setting a schedule to wake up and go to bed. i on the other hand can’t even get myself to do that LOL! but we will get through this shit! hopefully quarantine will end sooner than later... 

how tf did i not see this? but omg i love u to <3

@saquesha same 

@saquesha .........

agreed. but not 21

@Dolanlife24 awh stop :,) thank you love! 

@eroticgrethan honestly blows my mind

it comes up on you quick, i'm serious.