I would like to say that i have a really hard life at times, so I know how hard it can be and how broken someone can feel and I would like to say that no matter how much I hated what was happening or something that I did I could always rely on one thing. And that was that it will get better. I had some hard times with my parents and it took a few years to get myself right in the head again, but it happened. I would like to say that whatever hard times happen they will get better and I am praying for you and whatever your going through. I wish you happy writing and good luck.
Sincerely
xIron_S