i was being rasist without knowing it..... i dont wanna live anymore.....i lost another friend because of it......i was tought by a really bad person that it was ok as long as you dont say the whole word or half of it...i just said i was gonna say it, i wasnt goning to say it...i want my friend back...im sorry to all the black people, i didnt mean to be rasist....im no longer to see my friend now....i hate my life...i should have shut it, even if the girl was throwing tiny rocks at me and i said not to....