rustedmetal

;    me  coming  back  after  exactly  one  month  

rustedmetal

   ╱    important  note  that  i’d  like  to  talk  about  with  my  portrayal  of  bucky:    with  rami  as  my  fc,    that  means  (obviously)  bucky  is  an  egyptian  american.    this  plays  a  key  role  in  his  upbringing  and  his  journey  into  the  military.    he  was  adopted  as  a  baby  from  an  orphanage  and  was  named  james  by  his  parents.    growing  up,    bucky  viewed  himself  as  an  outsider  and  faced  racism  from  much  of  society,    which  i  think  would  have  been  a  strong  force  behind  him  deciding  to  join  the  military  during  the  war.    his  need  to  feel  like  a    “real  american“    if  you  get  me.    in  the  40s,    he  was  (obviously)  in  the  closet  as  a  bisexual  man  and  this  is  also  another  factor  in  his  drive  towards  being  a  “model  american.”    after  bucky  is  freed  of  the  winter  soldier,    being  in  a  modern  and  more  accepting  world  makes  him  more  comfortable  and  even  proud  of  his  heritage  and  sexuality.    i  like  to  think  he  would  take  the  opportunity  to  learn  arabic  and  try  and  learn  whatever  he  can  about  his  birth  family’s  history.    

jaaeloun

*   /    your  bucky  &   my   steve   >>>>
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jaaeloun

*   /     oh  i’m  up
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oncecaptains

wake up,  let’s go on a walk.

oncecaptains

i’m aware,  i’m aware,   it’s just  [..]  old habits are hard to shake i suppose.     plus, a morning run at …  [   he glimpses at his watch,  the time reads ` 5:45  AM  `    a small chuckle escapes him.   ]    let’s scratch that bit,  the time doesn’t matter all that much!    if you’re really too comfortable to move you can stay.    i just wanted company buck 
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rustedmetal

@oncecaptains    ╱    but,    steve—    it’s  so  [early].    you  are  aware  we  aren’t  in  the  military  anymore,    right?    we  can  sleep  in  now.    we’re  allowed.
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oncecaptains

happy gay month buck.   y’know since you’re skittles,  and like.. rainbows

oncecaptains

@rustedmetal    i /had/ to get a cake.    it really tops everything y’know?   you’re not the only one celebrating so i guess we can share!   
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rustedmetal

;    oh  i  can  tell
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rustedmetal

@oncecaptains    ╱    ..right.    oh  look  you  even  got  the  cake.    how’s  about  we  share  it?    i’m  not  the  only  one  celebrating  this  month,    am  i?
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oncecaptains

can you play piano for me?

oncecaptains

no requests,    actually..   maybe one.    ever heard of solitude by billie holiday?..  her voice is so lovely in that song..    real soothing,   it would be nice if you could play that 
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rustedmetal

@oncecaptains    ╱    right  now?    well,    i  suppose  so.    got  any  special  requests?
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blackwidcw

/ Yes

blackwidcw

/ Wow rude ): you shall never see
            my “yes” on another mb ever again
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rustedmetal

;    that  sounded  so  sarcastic  HELP
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rustedmetal

@blackwidcw    ;    good  all  i  wanted  was  ur  approval 
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