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gurl, you can be 14 and still rock everything you do. trust me, I had a really postitive response to my books and then I came out saying that I was 14 *still am*. It just goes to show that age can't discriminate. 

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          Disclaimer: *really not that dramatic lol*
          
          Surprise, surprise I'm not dead. I just wanted to say that I unpublished my book cuz i have no inspiration to write it. I have the idea and everything but I was updating once a month and the last time I updated was in December . It's bad. I always think about this book every now and then and it just makes me feel like a failure I guess. Like,I can't even finish this book and I started it over a year ago. I didn't know if I should delete it or just leave it cuz if I delete it, all my hard work is gone. I asked my friend and she said to just unpublish it so my hard work won't just disappear like that. Idk when I'll continue this. Maybe tomorrow, maybe never. I'm sorry to anyone that was waiting for a new chapter . I'm so sorry. It's just that school has never been so hard and with everything going on I just can't. I know it's a lame excuse but it's true m I feel like a homework machine . People say, "oh now is the time to write the book you've always wanted to write." But truth is not everyone feels motivated to do things right now and it's okay. If you feel like you've done nothing during quarantine, don't feel bad, you're not the only one. Okay I'll stop now. 
          
          I hope you all are safe and don't forget that I loveeeeeeeeeeee you sooooooooo much❤️.
          
          -H

Hi,
          I just want to apologize for such a short chapter. The next chapter will be longer and you will get to know and learn new things about Hana and Shawn. I'm so excited.

Hey guys,
          
          Ok, I know nobody is going to read this but starting 1 December I'm starting to write again until the new years. Hopefully in that one month I can finish this damn book. I know people are like not interested in this story anymore because of my excuse (school, homework, blah blah blah) but I'm determined to finish it. So....yeah. i love you and I hope you're having a good day! Bye

Hey, I know it's been literally over a month now and I haven't posted. I'm so sorry. Throughout the year I'm always worrying about my studies. I'm in year 8 and I'm having a big exam that will basically determine my future TOMORROW!. I know it sounds dramatic but it's true. I'm so scared. After exams, all year 8 are getting briefing on option subjects for year 9. After that I won't have a care in the world and I can finally focus on writing and finishing this book. I hope you guys understand, although I'm pretty sure no-one is going to see this, and even if someone is, they don't give s hell so.... 
          
          Bye? Idk

Hello friends,
          
          I just come here to tell you that I edited chapter 17. Hana does not sing nor writes when she's bored. I want to focus on her feelings because this book is about the heart of Hana. 
          
          I haven't started writing chapter 19.
          
          I know! I'm sorry. There is no excuses, I had three days of and I still didn't do it. I'm so disappointed in myself you don't even know.
          
          I will post soon. Don't worry I won't leave one month again . Anyway, I love you so much  and I hope you have a great day☺️.
          
          –H.

Hello friends,
          
          I just wanted to tell you I rewrote the introduction. It's way better than the last one and I made changes in the character visuals too.
          
          I also want to say that, I'm sorry I'm not consistent in posting. Sometimes I have inspiration and I can write and write and write. But right now, I don't fell inspired.
          
          Sometimes I could write a whole chapter at 4 in the morning. So I just wanted to say sorry again, but there will be a new chapter soon in the next two or three days... I hope.
          
          Don't put your hopes up to high, I don't wanna disappoint you.
          
          –H.

Hello friends,
          
          I just wanted to say sorry in advance for not posting in a month. I'm so sorry, I feel so disappointed in myself right know. I just posted chapter 17, and I have to admit, it's bad.
          
          BUT, I will be posting chapter 18 tomorrow in a way of making up to you.
          
          Oh! I also wanted to say thank you so much for 300 reads. OMG!!! I'm so happy you don't even know. Every read counts.
          
          —H.