this feels so weird to write, but hi... i'm not sure if anyone will read this but i just wanted to say sorry for disappearing from this account. i have a lot of unfinished stories and although i love writing so much, it just became a chore for me and i lost so much motivation to get anything done. i have also just been busy with work and life, and i'm not the same kid who was in school and had all the free time in the world (although i really wish i still was T^T) i do want to finish the stories that i have up, but i just don't know when that will be.
i, however, don't want to stop writing as it's such a nice escape from reality sometimes. this account is just too overwhelming to keep up right now, and so i've created a second account where i can just write for fun, as and when i feel like it. i'm taking it slowly and not just publishing every plot i have come to mind lol, and it feels good to be able to restart.
this isn't to promote it as idc if it grows or not, it's literally just my small but certain happiness that lets me breathe when life gets too busy. if you still want to stay in contact with me, my @ is -paradoxxx and you can also follow me on tiktok @ jay_helium - hopefully i'll be back soon to finish my stories! <3
