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I think I might be able to loose her. She’s switching classes like she said, so now I’ll only see her on Mondays. Well, and some Saturdays; but it means we’ll talk way less.

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Idk. It’s all really confusing; as is everything. 
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Not that Viv is necessarily a bad person but sometimes she says things that I don’t think are..right? 
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I just hope I can remember to still keep an eye on Em. I want to be a good friend but I also want to be friends with good ppl 
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I think I might be able to loose her. She’s switching classes like she said, so now I’ll only see her on Mondays. Well, and some Saturdays; but it means we’ll talk way less.

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Idk. It’s all really confusing; as is everything. 
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Not that Viv is necessarily a bad person but sometimes she says things that I don’t think are..right? 
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I just hope I can remember to still keep an eye on Em. I want to be a good friend but I also want to be friends with good ppl 
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It’s lowkey concerning how much I think about attempting, but I know I’ll never get around to it; so I never mention it to my counselor but gods. Why do I still believe that things would be better if I was gone. I’m only of use if I actually DO the things that I dream of; but I don’t have the motivation for ANYTHING at this point. And if I’m not of use, what good do I bring? Nothing. Just waste. 

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wtf is my paranoia acting up again??? 

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Also I’m pretty sure that’s not how you spell “brake” but wtv
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But ig that’s how anxiety works; like an overly sensitive alarm system 
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Like. I’m pretty sure my dad getting moved to the field won’t make some rando think “gee. look at this house in the middle of nowhere with cars parked outfront. Seems like the perfect place to brake into and commit MURDER!!” 
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