rickym0ntgomeryl0ver

hello if any1 sees this but hey gang if u don't remember me im isa i used to be chronically online and cringey and i woukd start writing books that id never finish then i forgot abt wattpad but im back now and hopefully might finish a book (maybe) i re-uploaded 2 of my old books thags ill hopefully finish anyways go read them they on my page

rickym0ntgomeryl0ver

hello if any1 sees this but hey gang if u don't remember me im isa i used to be chronically online and cringey and i woukd start writing books that id never finish then i forgot abt wattpad but im back now and hopefully might finish a book (maybe) i re-uploaded 2 of my old books thags ill hopefully finish anyways go read them they on my page

rickym0ntgomeryl0ver

hi im back and im fking crying bc my maths teacher is a dick but hes nice at the same time and ive got fking hw due tmrw

DaLostChile

That’s great dude!
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rickym0ntgomeryl0ver

@DaLostChile i love him now he didnt give me an after school for not doing it
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DaLostChile

I’m really sorry. That must be rough
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rickym0ntgomeryl0ver

i have school soon and i try my hardest to not sound scottish at school but for some reason my british accent aint britishing i need help

DaLostChile

@rickym0ntgomeryl0ver  well thats not fun. But who cares what they say. Its who you are and you should be proud of it. They dont know what theyre missing
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rickym0ntgomeryl0ver

@DaLostChile its not rlly a problem but you'll get teased ig
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DaLostChile

Why is it a problem that you sound scottish?
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rickym0ntgomeryl0ver

very important!!!
          so ik i havent written in a while and apologies for that
          i havent had a great time recently bc my maths teacher is giving out homework everytime he breathes
          another thing is
          ive found a new hyperfixation
          if u dont know what hyperfixation means just google it
          so basically ive hyperfixated on ninjago since 2014 and up until a few weeks ago it was the only tv show i rlly liked
          but now i have a new hyperfixation and i surprisingly like it more then ninjago (im shocked myself tbh)
          so i might be starting a new account to write fanfics abt my new hyperfixation (ghostbusters if u wanna know)
          i will still by updating just not a lot

DaLostChile

@rickym0ntgomeryl0ver alright! No pressure, take your time. I wish you luck withs school
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rickym0ntgomeryl0ver

@DaLostChile hopefully yes but school is making me feel like crap rn and my maths teacher gives me homework every time he blinks  but hopefully maybe in a week or two
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DaLostChile

@rickym0ntgomeryl0ver will you finish your ninjago books?
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rickym0ntgomeryl0ver

dont mind this but ive dated 3 ppl this year and my most recent relationship absolutely broke me, i asked him out and he said yes then a few weeks later he said he never liked me and felt bad abt rejecting me (also bear in my mind that when i first confessed i said its ok if u say no) he also made me very uncomfortable during my relationship like asking me private questions (sex related and we're both minors) and hes friends with someone who threatened to r@p€ my best friend and even tho i explained why his friend is a bad person he said that he needs "solid evidence", i fr loved this guy right and i didnt realise how much of a red flag he was. also this guy finds it rlly hard to get girlfriends and hes always complaining abt how no one likes him. during our relationship he was also transphobic to me and he knew i was transgender, he even said i was "biologically girl" (i find this term offensive bc i hate being referred to as a "girl" but if u say "feminine" im fine with that) i took me 2 times to ask him out, on the first try he just said "ok cool" so my friend had tl text him saying "i heard ricky asked u out" and he responded with "oh so thats what that was", the second time i asked him out he said no but four hours later he texted me again saying how he wants to date me now, i know this guy doesnt have wattpad but one day im going to have the courage to expose him for how much of a dick he is

DaLostChile

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@rickym0ntgomeryl0ver ok that seems like shit man. That's rough. I've only dated once and she ditched me because her parents are homophobic and they found out. It was really sad cause my parents are homophobic as well and i still wanted to try and make it work. She was everything to me o naturally i'd try and make it work, but she just gave up. she basically said i wasn't worth it and that liking the same gender was wrong and all that shit even after we had dated for a year. (Btw I'm biologically female, but am gender fluid) Anyways her parents had apparently "talked to her" and turned her over to their religion while convincing her that lgbtq+ was wrong. 
            
            Ima be totally honest, its been over a year. She doesn't talk to me or even look at me and it hurts cause I'm still so fucking in love with her. Everyday she pops back into my head and I constantly am like "Could I have done something different? If I hadn't said this or done that would we still be together?" So yeah that's my super sad love story. I sympathize with you my dude. Young love is absolute shit
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