The Wishy Washy

What can I say about myself if even I can't define myself? 

I'm one of those human beings that can't decide over something- a wishy washy. Let just say, I have infinite options. I feel like I can almost do anything, but not to the extent that I can go on par with somewhat who's specialized on that certain field. 

"I can be anything", I always believe in it. But be able to become anything is the saddest part of me because I don't know what field I am good at. 

So I decided to write, to compose, to make stories where I can create a fiction world where I am the lead character in the option I would like to choose from one of my infinite options.

Confusing? Yeah! That's part of me.