Jema

❝Everyone I know says that I used to be a happy shining girl who never stopped smiling and then ask me, "What happened to you?" I usually say nothing. I rather keep my thoughts to myself, not telling anyone about how I feel. So I just nod and smile telling them with no words that life has changed me.❞

How I let others see me: I'm a girl who sometimes don't think like a girl because I don't pursue romance in my life like most and I don't like pink - hate it actually. Eating is my life, literally. I love eating almost everything and ironically I'm thin. Chocolate is like my favorite thing in the world so if you give me some I'll be like the little puppy who follows you everywhere. I'm on med school but my dream is to write.

How I really am: I don't remember the last time I smiled because I felt truly happy but rather for courtesy and socializing. I have some antisocial and asocial traits, not diagnosed lol but I've read about that a lot. My best friend is my 16 year old sister but still she doesn't truly know me because I've never told her what's inside my head. I spontaneously feel depressed but then it just goes away and I feel better.