reinventingaxl

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CantReachThePickles

What happened to all your stories?

CantReachThePickles

@CantReachThePickles @reinventingaxl      I completely understand. If you want to talk more about it to someone you can pm and I'll listen
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reinventingaxl

@CantReachThePickles to be blunt, i haven't had motivation to write in months. my depression has become very very very bad. i feel bad for not writing and then that ends up in self hate and guilt. it wasn't really good for my mental health for me to continue in that cycle.
            
            i'm embarrassed by bulletproof heart because my writing could be and is way better than that. i'm embarrassed to write on this account and tell my friends about the fic i wrote cause i don't want them to see how bad that story is. on another hand, i don't want any of the readers to suffer because of that, you know?
            
            i might rewrite TSM and YF, and actually organize them. i'd do that later, though. i have a writing idea that i'm starting to outline and will write and post either on here or on wattpad or both.
            
            i hope you understand. xo.
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reinventingaxl

@CantReachThePickles to be blunt, i haven't had motivation to write for months. my depression is getting worse & worse and i get to the point where i feel bad for not writing, which then spirals into self hate and guilt. it wasn't really safe for my mental health for me to continue in that cycle. i might be moving over to ao3 and posting  a new story there, or i will post the one i'm actually okay with writing on here.
            
            i'm sorry honestly. i didn't plan out what i was going to write, so they were all going nowhere. i'll end up rewriting the fics i took down, and finishing them up, putting them back up probably. but for now that's really it. xo
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