★ ezra!! ★

hey y'all  how are you guys doing?

it sucks that i feel like i can't go to my family for anything, like cause when my mom saw my $h scars she got MAD at me and tried to blame it on my devices, so now I'm scared to go to her whenever im feeling shitty mentally, im scared to even cry in front of her and it fucking sucks man- and like i want to ask her if she can send me to a psych ward to try and help but shell probably get mad or smth so i can't, anywho im gonna go read fics lol

OMG YES IT WASN'T DELETED YAY YAY YAY OMG

WAIT WTF? I THOUGHT THIS GOT DELETED? WHY CAN'T I LOG INTO IT THEN?

y'all, i went to plug in my laptop and when i grabbed the cord I accidentally grabbed the metal part of it and it fucking shocked me kms

what happens if someone in the glade has a food allergy... like would WCKD let them remember that? or would they just eat, for example, a peanut, and then start dying? idk i just randomly thought of that

two of my siblings are going to church camp tomorrow so me and my mom r gonna hang out and do stuff after they leave (she's actually pretty cool when it doesn't come to queers or my mental health)

i hate myself so much itd be kind of funny if it wasnt so depressing

okay so, kind of like a little story time? so in I think maybe 2020, 2021, or 2022 I can't remember exactly but like, I had seen this YouTube video where this girl talked in like Korean I think? in roblox idk why guess for shits and giggles? but I seen that, thought "that sounds cool I wanna try that!" so I went into settings.. and changed the like keyboard language to Japanese- and then I couldn't figure out how to change it back bc obvi I couldn't understand it, and it had changed for some reason, the roblox language to Japanese too. so panicked me, at like 12 am, went to my moms room and woke her up saying that my tablet language was in Japanese or something along those lines but like my ass was PANICKING, so my mom, tired and a little annoyed I woke her up, started trying to fix it, but it was hard bc none of us could read Japanese, my tablet ended up saying in her room for that night and in the morning my sister messed with it a bit and eventually fixed it but yeah. little funny silly little story time 

yall wtf is happening, every time I go to search for a fic on here, for example, newtmas, it gives me just random shit that isn't even maze runner related at all, and its all the same thing and random fics whenever I search something else like a five x male oc fic what is going on