i’m currently having a bit of trouble writing right now, call it writers block. well, it’s not really writers block because I know exactly what to write for probably the next 10 chapters. I’m only stuck because i’m currently writing in Remus’s POV, and it’s something i’m greatly thinking about. When I write in different characters POVS, I really try to make their minds seem different and unique to them. For example; Elara’s mind is confusing and complex, and she isn’t good at understanding her emotions. But with James, he knows exactly what he’s feeling and thinking and so in that way, he’s much more emotionally intelligent. With writing Remus, he’s a lot more guarded and negative and so sure and yet so unsure in different situations?? It’s VERY complicated. But now that I’m kinda being forced to put myself into his shoes and understand what my version of Remus Lupin, and who that version is; it’s definitely been helpful. Like now I’m “headcannoning” Remus as having anxiety. And I won’t go into why, and as a person who doesn’t have serious anxiety I can’t really completely and fully explain because of that reason. But I guess the point I’m trying to make is that this is the reason why the next chapter is a little late, and also to explain a little further how I try to make my characters “realer”. ANYWAYS, you’ll hear from me soon. xoxo <33
