I feel emptiness in my heart
Like everything else turns into ash
Tears pour out of my eyes
Because of how long I wasted my life with no one to talk to, I know everyone is busy with their life...
I know you are not going to be there for me. Which is why I want to say that I've wasted my time with the real people who don't consider my presence worthy to be here. Whatever I have done, to make u feel bored or want to ignore me, go for it. I'm already used to it.
Thank you for the info,
I appreciate your support
And please understand that it's not a problem for you to bear but my own. Everyone tells me to "not act like everything is a joke" well... I use it as a way to defend myself. A way to make me feel comfortable again. But I guess others don't like it or my true heart.
I feel like losing my mind because of the way I feel.