Soooooo… do ya guys mind if I just vent for a bit? If you don’t wanna hear it, mute me. Idrk. But I neeeeedddd to vent to you peeps.
So, basically my life feels like it’s just falling apart. I’m overwhelmed with school and sports, I have basketball and I was doing wrestling until I decided to quit cause I was unmotivated and physically + mentally drained. I hate the word quit, btw. It makes things feel really final. But anyways, half the reason I was doing wrestling is because I want to get abs.. (I don’t know why i just really want abs, ok?) but also I wanna be in good shape. But the other part of it, is the fact that my crush does it. Let’s call her Tulip. Tulip is one of my soccer teammates that I’ve known since probably early 4th grade. And I’ve come to the conclusion that I’ve been crushing on her since. Deep, right? JK JK. But also I’m pretty sure she’s straight. We’re mutual friends, you could say, but we’re not that tight. She’s the kind of person that’s always got something going on, and it makes her seem cool and mature. She’s really pretty, by the way. She has these brown eyes that are kinda hazelish that have a golden glow in the sun-that’s the best way to describe it. And she has brown hair that’s always in a braided back bun or a different cool hairstyle. I wish she would like me back but she probably wouldn’t.
