queer_with_anxiety

GUESS WHO'S BACK?! 
          	
          	
          	YEP I JUST GOT BACK FROM THE AIRPORT 
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	My grandparents are coming over in less than an hour *sob* 
          	
          	And I have to go to my older brother's bday party tonight 
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	I DO NOT have the energy to deal with ppl today, I already had to deal with rude ppl at the airport 
          	
          	
          	
          	It probably doesn't help that I'm sleep deprived and anxious 
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	On a lighter note I got to try coffee for the first time yesterday and it was delicious. I had another one today and oddly enough it actually helped with my anxiety and made me feel a little bit calmer and less irritable... tho that just could have been my music lol 
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	OH ALSO! 
          	
          	I got band prac tmrw and my crush will be there and I'm really nervous because I've been missing them and making up fake scenarios in my head abt them all week 
          	
          	
          	Also there are some signs that they may like me back...
          	
          	they mentioned in a gc that they like one of their friends (I'm friends with them!!!) 
          	
          	
          	They also called me really cool (I'm smiling just remembering that lol) 
          	
          	anygay, imma do some recon tmrw and see if there are any more signs... if there are then I might make my move! but we'll see 
          	
          	
          	
          	ANYGAY ENOUGH ABOUT ME! 
          	
          	HOW R U GAYS?! 
          	
          	oops *guys 
          	
          	eh same thing 
          	
          	WHAT DID I MISS? 
          	
          	ANY NEW NEWS? 
          	
          	TELL ME EVERYTHING! <333

I_am_a_dude

@queer_with_anxiety yayyy I love coffee!! be careful with drinking too much though, aka more than like a cup a day for more than 3-4 days straight. It doesn’t effect everyone but right off the bat don’t drink too much or it can CAUSE anxiety and jitteriness(it did for me, I just had a cup at noon for like 4 days and I could tell I was getting shaky and anxious) so, just be careful with too much :3 very very good though I love coffee <33
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strangecreature123

@queer_with_anxiety WELCOME BACK!!! coffee is good munchings!!!!
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queer_with_anxiety

GUESS WHO'S BACK?! 
          
          
          YEP I JUST GOT BACK FROM THE AIRPORT 
          
          
          
          
          My grandparents are coming over in less than an hour *sob* 
          
          And I have to go to my older brother's bday party tonight 
          
          
          
          
          I DO NOT have the energy to deal with ppl today, I already had to deal with rude ppl at the airport 
          
          
          
          It probably doesn't help that I'm sleep deprived and anxious 
          
          
          
          
          On a lighter note I got to try coffee for the first time yesterday and it was delicious. I had another one today and oddly enough it actually helped with my anxiety and made me feel a little bit calmer and less irritable... tho that just could have been my music lol 
          
          
          
          
          
          OH ALSO! 
          
          I got band prac tmrw and my crush will be there and I'm really nervous because I've been missing them and making up fake scenarios in my head abt them all week 
          
          
          Also there are some signs that they may like me back...
          
          they mentioned in a gc that they like one of their friends (I'm friends with them!!!) 
          
          
          They also called me really cool (I'm smiling just remembering that lol) 
          
          anygay, imma do some recon tmrw and see if there are any more signs... if there are then I might make my move! but we'll see 
          
          
          
          ANYGAY ENOUGH ABOUT ME! 
          
          HOW R U GAYS?! 
          
          oops *guys 
          
          eh same thing 
          
          WHAT DID I MISS? 
          
          ANY NEW NEWS? 
          
          TELL ME EVERYTHING! <333

I_am_a_dude

@queer_with_anxiety yayyy I love coffee!! be careful with drinking too much though, aka more than like a cup a day for more than 3-4 days straight. It doesn’t effect everyone but right off the bat don’t drink too much or it can CAUSE anxiety and jitteriness(it did for me, I just had a cup at noon for like 4 days and I could tell I was getting shaky and anxious) so, just be careful with too much :3 very very good though I love coffee <33
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strangecreature123

@queer_with_anxiety WELCOME BACK!!! coffee is good munchings!!!!
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queer_with_anxiety

Hey y’all! 
          
          I’m on holiday in Bali at the moment so I won’t be as active but here’s a quick update on how things have been going: 
          
          - saw an absolute diva of a little kid at the airport, he had rainbow streaks in his hair and was wearing sparkly silver cowboy boots 
          
          - there is a drag show bar place across the road from my villa and I went there the other night and it was SO FUN! I got picked to go on stage and sing and dance with the drag queens 
          
          - yesterday we went white water rafting and our raft tipped over at the start and we all fell off 
          
          - I am covered in mosquito bites, I look like I have chicken pox or smth 
          
          
          ALSO 
          
          
          I’M PRETTY SURE I JUST JOINED A BAND WITH MY FRIENDS (I think I’m gonna be like a singer/manager?) 
          
          
          Anygay, that’s all for now, have a lovely day/night/evening/morning/afternoon <333

queer_with_anxiety

I got a plant sticker from the relief teacher yesterday because we were making OCs and traumatising them and he said that we had traumatised him so my whole table group got stickers :p

queer_with_anxiety

Found out that neither me or my friends got into student council for next year :(

S1llySerxph

@queer_with_anxiety HELP- THATS SO REAL.. Reminds me of the one time i joined choir in elementary cuz we got a free shirt at the end of it
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queer_with_anxiety

@S1llySerxph yeah :( 
            i was lowkey only in it for the free food but still :(
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queer_with_anxiety

Help please, I'm having a gay crisis
          
          
          
          My school has many jerks but it makes up for it with hot non-males 
          
          
          but there is a problem 
          
          
          there a few ppl that i think i might like/am attracted to and maybe want to date, this is a brief summary of them in random order 
          
          
          1. Close friend, non-binary, super hot, pan, saw a pic of them in their everyday clothes and my heart sped up and i went into gay panic, likes to read, likes some of the same music as me, likes science 
          
          2. This girl that looks like a woodland fairy, she is so beautiful but she bullied my best friend in primary school. I've caught her looking at me a few times and I'll admit my heart sped up. I can't date her and i can't really speak to her tho bc of the beef with my bestie 
          
          3. This girl with dyed hair normally worn in a plait. She's beautiful but I think she might be dating one of the homophobic guys that bullied me earlier this term because I've seen them holding hands with interlocked fingers a few times. 
          
          
          
          WHY ARE PEOPLE SO HOT?! 
          
          
          
          I think I might have a crush on 1 but I'm scared that I'll mess everything up and that I won't be a good girlfriend if we do get together because I feel like I should spend more time with them and I don't even know if I'm their type

birdie_ts

@queer_with_anxiety girly I am horrible at relationship advice but really I’m demiromantic/cupio/abro and I think it’s a persons personality that matters most and ur best bet would be going for 1 :D it’s generally ur choice tho
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Ur_local_girlkisser

@queer_with_anxiety I’m not very good with relationships because I never had one but maybe try to see if you can figure out if 1 likes you back. Or if you have other nice friends you can maybe ask for to help figure out their type.
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I_am_a_dude

@queer_with_anxiety not to say you need to ask anyone out rn but like, don't wait til prom night like in cheesy romcoms lol it doesn't work irl because its only one night and right after there's college, which if you haven't already been building a foundation for then when you likely are separated it's just not gonna go well. Idk what grade you're in, middle or high but yk lol
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queer_with_anxiety

just started watching Wednesday s2 and I am manifesting a Eugene x Pugsley romance 
          
          
          
          in unrelated news, KNIGHTS OF GUINEVERE COMES OUT TOMORROW!!!!

queer_with_anxiety

@ClarissaSam Its a psychological thriller by Dana Terrace and Glitch, and the pilot comes out tmrw
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I_am_a_dude

A LOVE YOUR USERNAMEMEMEMEME

queer_with_anxiety

@I_am_a_dude aww thanks <333 
            
            i kinda get what you mean, tho i have been diagnosed with it 
            
            
            thanks <33333
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I_am_a_dude

Also you seem like a really nice person from where I've seen you so yeah. :3 anyway ill go now goodbye goodnight goodmorning whenever you're reading this :D <3
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I_am_a_dude

not diagnoses with anxiety or anything I just vibe with it though. I don't know how to explain it but the texture is just so nice, like smooth but thick enough so its not just liquid if ykwim ;sob
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