ℳars

My paw paw is gone

my grandpa isn’t doing good at all. Going to say good bye

Just got done at the hospital, omw home. Last two days have been so stressful. Hopefully I can have a better rest of the night, def wasn’t cooking after the day I have had so picked up Taco Bell. 

can you guys keep my family in ur thoughts and prayers, any prayers to any gods lol. My granddad is doing bad, he needs heart surgery and i am scared he won’t make it. 

I do be hating my unmedicated ocd fits I be having lately lolol

I didn’t say goodbye to her, it was supposed to be a normal vet visit. I thought she was coming home 

currently sobbing, my dog just died. It’s not even been a year since my other dogs died

so the dentist said I should start wearing a night guard, last night was the first night with a otc one. It was bad and fcked my bite up so now they say stop wearing that one and when I go in to get my wisdom teeth out I guess I’ll get measured for one they make lol 

Also my face do be numb af lol
          
          ( and I meant watch not look at w the maybe cavities bc he says he doesn’t really think they are cavities but just to be safe lol)

OK, just finished with the dentist. Didn’t have no cavities, but two may be cavities that the dentist will look at. But turns out I do have wisdom teeth that the dentist I had before I didn’t have (I only have two) that next appointment which hasn’t been made bc it’s going to cost a bit so we have to save. They want to take another out because I am missing a molar (it never grew) so this tooth just keeps growing. Dentist says won’t cause probs for maybe ten years or so and with my ocd I don’t want to get rid of the tooth just yet and it’ll be cheaper to get two rather than three so I’ll just get the wisdom teeth out. Wasn’t able to do anything about the transparent teeth in the front bc my bit is off bc the teeth on bottom need Invisalign to close of gaps (I had braces already rip lol) and then I need a night guard bc I clench my teeth which broke my teeth down. Which they had to switch the fillings in and fix fillings that broke off. Plus he polished a chip I had and gave me a cleaning. Though he did say there was nothing wrong with my root canal cap other than it was from an older dentist bc he didn’t like the method used and he’d like to change camp but nothing really wrong with it and don’t need to really. 
          
          I can’t believe they weren’t as bad as I feared. Bummed they couldn’t fix the transparent right away and that I have wisdom teeth that need out And the retainers bc I had braces for year’s lol. But I guess I can live with those and sleeping in a night guard. I’ll post when I make another appointment for getting the two teeth out (bc we’ll prob only talk of the Invisalign then until I heal and all that) 
          
          I just want to thank everyone who’s commented trying to call my anxiety and stuff bc I know I can be annoying (I have annoyed my mom beyond belief with all my worries) you guys have helped me so much.