keeley

Is it a good thing or a bad thing that I care so deeply about others? 

I can't tell which is worse.. 
          Crying because ending it hurts or crying because I hung on to potentially false hope for so long it ends badly.. 

I'm willing to wait as long as it takes but I'm so afraid of waiting that long and then not being the one he wants. 

Oh no oh dear oh my what have I done no no no no I can't fall for you...
          
          But I'm gonna anyway.. 

I just gotta keep my cool. Be patient.. Be patient.. 

His smile.... oh wow...

"I don't want her to come back." 
          "Yea I don't want to rush anything and ruin it all either."
          
          I'll be waiting...

I will not mourn over you. I will not wait for you. I will not let you take everything I have down with you. 
          
          I'm better than you. And I'll prove it to you. 

God. You've done it. Congrats. You've gone and taken my heart and then fucking shattered it. You said that after a certain period of time we'd see how we felt about each other.. You asked me to not ignore you at school.. I told you there is not ignoring you.. I just want my baby back.

Your writing is beautiful, I just finished reading Breathe and though the ending was bittersweet, it reminds us that not all the people that come into our lives were meant to stay, even if we thought they made every day so much more beautiful and precious.