padmarijane

Someday he's gonna realise that sex isn't everything and certainly not greater than someone's true feelings and emotions 

padmarijane

Am I selfish for wanting him to wait for me? Am I selfish for depriving him of his needs as we are in a long distance right now? Did he ever even loved me? All those times he told me "I love you" and I was fool enough to believe that, when in reality he just wanted to use me for his own convenience till it lasted. Was it just lust all along?

padmarijane

How am I gonna cope with the feeling that you don't want me anymore? Or that you don't need me anymore.... Just bc I am far away from you. Am I so unworthy of being loved? Am I not someone who is worth waiting for? Have I always been this insignificant to you that you prioritise your needs and desires over my feelings and emotions??