oliviarose85

I have finally returned to Wattpad!
          	
          	I know I said I was going on vacation, then disappeared. I’ve been dealing with some mental health issues (depression and anxiety). As I told one commenter, any help, whether mental or physical, is astronomical in the US, so I’ve been having to just work through it. 
          	
          	I’m still depressed, and I’m still filled with anxiety (strange, since I’ve lived most my adult life being easy going and prided myself on my ability to let things roll off my back). 
          	
          	I’ve silently checked in on the site every now and then, hoping new comments would lift my spirits a bit. I’ve gone through and read all of the ‘Stars’ series, and have two new chapters written. However, I will not be publishing them right away. I want to feel confident that I can finish the book where my brain is yet, but I’m hopeful I’m at least in a good enough place to finish what I started so long ago. 
          	
          	The final couple of chapters I did post will likely be erased, because I feel like I needed to continue in a place where it felt more natural, rather than picking up at the place I abandoned all those months ago. 
          	
          	I should have spoken up about my mental health sometime ago. Instead, I left everyone hanging, and for that I apologize. This is an open and understanding community, and I should have taken advantage of that, or at least felt comfortable enough to be honest. 
          	
          	In my defense, I really did go on vacation (ish, as it was a work trip).

THvthj7

@oliviarose85 very new to your books.  Not so new to depression. Just because its sudden doesn't mean its not valid. I'm so proud of all these steps you've taken to speak your truth, and acknowledge it so publicly speaks volumes about you. You are every bit as kickass as Sophie. And you're a pretty damn good writer too. Hugs. You can always reach out to me. ❤️ Tracey
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Jen-Bookworm-82

@oliviarose85 Welcome back, friend! No apologies needed. You're human & sometimes life happens. You're more than allowed to take a time out for you, your family, or for any other reason. But most of all, do take all the time you need to take care of yourself & to do something for yourself. Do something fun. I can't stress enough just how important all that is. I'm glad you're back. Hang in there. I know you will get through this. I wish you all the best. Sending big warm hugs, energy, prayers, & love your way. ❣☺
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oliviarose85

@Princeasstricia any type of health care is so expensive in the US that I’ve had to just go through it, unfortunately. I would love some meds to help with the anxiety and help me to sleep, but unfortunately I do not have the means to do so. 
          	  
          	  It sucks, because I was the opposite sort of person for most of my life, and it’s like a switch flipped.
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AhanaKapoor15

An 18+ student×teacher dark romance
          
          Veer Singhania × Aadhya Mukherjee 
          
          "You don't belong anywhere but on your knees for me, sucking my cock like the slut you are". 
          
          Aadhya has always wanted to study psychology and now that she is in her last year at college, she got the perfect opportunity to study more in depth about relationships with the course: "Sadism in love" and maybe get the answers to her broken relationships as well. And so like any other person, she too has secrets, some which are too dark to be shared with anyone and some which will definitely be shunned by society. With the pressure of her familial problems and her loneliness kicking in, all she wants is to let go of the reality once and let someone else have the control of her life, where he will choke her with a belt until she is begging him to let her come. 
          
          Veer Singhania knows he is the best and he knows how to get things that he deems as the best. Being one of the best professors of the country has its advantages, like teaching at Luster Academy since the past five years. But it also has some disadvantages, mainly being his horrendus attitude and a sarcastic mouth and his tendency to never give above 80 to anyone in his class. Well the man knows that half of the time the students are there only to ogle his intelligent scholar brain. But there are some things that he is hiding from the world. With being world renowned for his deep insights, the man is hiding a monster under the skin of a human. And there are secrets that if revealed to the world would put him in danger, after all he is not just a normal professor or is he? 
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/368219342?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=AhanaKapoor15

oliviarose85

I have finally returned to Wattpad!
          
          I know I said I was going on vacation, then disappeared. I’ve been dealing with some mental health issues (depression and anxiety). As I told one commenter, any help, whether mental or physical, is astronomical in the US, so I’ve been having to just work through it. 
          
          I’m still depressed, and I’m still filled with anxiety (strange, since I’ve lived most my adult life being easy going and prided myself on my ability to let things roll off my back). 
          
          I’ve silently checked in on the site every now and then, hoping new comments would lift my spirits a bit. I’ve gone through and read all of the ‘Stars’ series, and have two new chapters written. However, I will not be publishing them right away. I want to feel confident that I can finish the book where my brain is yet, but I’m hopeful I’m at least in a good enough place to finish what I started so long ago. 
          
          The final couple of chapters I did post will likely be erased, because I feel like I needed to continue in a place where it felt more natural, rather than picking up at the place I abandoned all those months ago. 
          
          I should have spoken up about my mental health sometime ago. Instead, I left everyone hanging, and for that I apologize. This is an open and understanding community, and I should have taken advantage of that, or at least felt comfortable enough to be honest. 
          
          In my defense, I really did go on vacation (ish, as it was a work trip).

THvthj7

@oliviarose85 very new to your books.  Not so new to depression. Just because its sudden doesn't mean its not valid. I'm so proud of all these steps you've taken to speak your truth, and acknowledge it so publicly speaks volumes about you. You are every bit as kickass as Sophie. And you're a pretty damn good writer too. Hugs. You can always reach out to me. ❤️ Tracey
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Jen-Bookworm-82

@oliviarose85 Welcome back, friend! No apologies needed. You're human & sometimes life happens. You're more than allowed to take a time out for you, your family, or for any other reason. But most of all, do take all the time you need to take care of yourself & to do something for yourself. Do something fun. I can't stress enough just how important all that is. I'm glad you're back. Hang in there. I know you will get through this. I wish you all the best. Sending big warm hugs, energy, prayers, & love your way. ❣☺
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oliviarose85

@Princeasstricia any type of health care is so expensive in the US that I’ve had to just go through it, unfortunately. I would love some meds to help with the anxiety and help me to sleep, but unfortunately I do not have the means to do so. 
            
            It sucks, because I was the opposite sort of person for most of my life, and it’s like a switch flipped.
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jenni3097

i’ve missed u  ur 2 week vacation turned into a 4 month vacation  hope you’re ok!

oliviarose85

@jenni3097 I’ve been dealing with some mental health issues. I’d love to get back to completing the trilogy, and am currently reading through it in the hopes where I’ll find some passion and have something click.
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oliviarose85

I’m starting my two and a half week vacation, so unfortunately there will be no new updates until after that time period.

Jen-Bookworm-82

@oliviarose85 Hey, there's nothing wrong with trying to make the most of a work trip if you can ;) I use to do the same when I use to travel for work. Lol have fun shopping for sparkly things and wearing your summer wardrobe.  ☺
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oliviarose85

@Jen-Bookworm-82 Mostly just really looking forward to whipping out my summer wardrobe. Being from Northern Wisconsin, it’s not often I get to dress up during the winter months.
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oliviarose85

@Jen-Bookworm-82 
            
            I may create another picture book for the trip. We shall see.
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oliviarose85

I have just updated ‘Scars Of The Past’, but will eventually be adding a chapter between this one and the last. Just not feeling it at the moment.

nickyprim66

@oliviarose85 Missing your updates! Hope all is well in your world! 
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nickyprim66

@oliviarose85 no worries! Was curious, became part of my routine! You write beautifully! 
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oliviarose85

@nickyprim66 Nearly every day. Just posted a new chapter a few minutes ago. I still need to complete the book, however. And I will be going on a work trip for two weeks at the end of the month, so updates will not be as frequent during that time.
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