(1/5) Alright guys we need to have a talk so bear with me here.
So, if you guys remember somewhere around February. I said that at the end of April. If nothing had happened evolving the Niji En Livers, I would have at least continued two of my stories. Those being "supreme king of all dueling" and "the chaos within me" since those stories are heavily based on the livers' personality then their lore. So, I would need to simply write the Niji En liver out of the story and replace them with different Vtubers. However, I'm sorry to say this but I am not going to keep my promise.
You see, I hold a strong connection with the Niji En Livers, since for a while now. I never really had a lot of friends, as in I didn't communicate with a lot of people. So, I felt down on that, but when I watched the Niji En Liver, I felt so comfortable as if all my worries disappeared. For 2 year they helped comfort me in many ways that I never felt like I never had to worry about anything, If I were to have bad day, I would watch clips and streams of the Niji En Liver, more specifically, Elira Pendora and Selen Tatsuki. As they were my Oshi.
Because of this, I have a problem with replacing the Niji En Liver in those stories. The problem is that I'm still too attach to them. I still remember those good time I had with them even before this whole mess happened. I remember feeling I wasn't alone when I watched them, they made me so happy and helped me feel so much better. Because of this, I simply have trouble letting those memory go. My emotions are conflicted on them, as my emotions wants to keep on watching them like nothing had happened. But deep down I don't feel comfortable watching someone, who Might be a person who almost caused a person that I looked up to, to almost take their own life. But deep down, I want to believe that they are innocent. More specifically, Elira Pendora. She wasn't someone I simply simp for, I really did look up to her, she inspires me to make other smile.