njcoldcore

theres a big difference between writing frerard because you ship gerard and frank vs expressing yourself through them. 
          	
          	personally im not really into my chem anymore. i rarely listen to or check up on gerard frank mikey or ray. 
          	
          	however i do express myself through frerard because even if fanfiction is creepy, its the only way i know how to express the way i feel (often times as frank.)
          	
          	but thats also why i want to start branching out into my own original characters, because even if its not that good ive taught myself a skill using frerard and now i can use it for other prohects. and i wont feel like a perv after.

njcoldcore

theres a big difference between writing frerard because you ship gerard and frank vs expressing yourself through them. 
          
          personally im not really into my chem anymore. i rarely listen to or check up on gerard frank mikey or ray. 
          
          however i do express myself through frerard because even if fanfiction is creepy, its the only way i know how to express the way i feel (often times as frank.)
          
          but thats also why i want to start branching out into my own original characters, because even if its not that good ive taught myself a skill using frerard and now i can use it for other prohects. and i wont feel like a perv after.

njcoldcore

not sure if im writing frerard or fanfic anymore. if i do then itll only be for about a year until i turn 18 bc i dont want to be an adult writing fanfics. might be making a story or just a oneshot using gerard and frank as models just to see how foreign writing and coming up with my own characters feels since i havent done that in a while. if i do use frerard as a model base, it'll only be for one or two stories until i feel comfortable coming up with my own completely original works. 
          
          and eventually id like to be able to write in good enough detail that i wouldnt need to use models in the first place but realisticalyl that womt be for a while down the road.