nightblueskies

So I'm just gonna be honest and address the elephant in the room. I haven't been writing, and I've been making promises that I haven't been keeping. This past year has been a huge shift from the norm. I'm drifting through some self conflict and lately I felt like I've been living without some purpose. I am not implying suicide, that is the farthest thing I want to come to. In fact I never have nor probably will allow the thought of suicide to be in my head at all. Even now, I feel like I'm being faced with more personal challenges than before. Now, moving on to the updates. I'm grateful for all the people who love and support my stories. I've never expected them to flourish like they did, however they are in the end fanfictions. The plots, the characters,the stories are all things that I want to call my own. Not something a teenager made up because she was obsessed with some youtuber. I wanted these stories to prosper on their own not without some beloved character inside them to make them popular. Will I continue writing? Maybe. But fanfictions, no. I'm honestly done with them. I respect others who do create wonderful writings with fanfictions as they have a talent for writing. But I don't. I'm not obssessed with youtubers in fact, as I've grown I only actually respect and idolize few because they've done more for society than most do. I understand there will be comments negative and well I expect negative. All of those who have read and commented on my stories and found joy in reading them, thank you. I will perhaps wrap the open ended stories at some point, but I won't promise it. Again thank you all for your support and comments but I needed to get that off my chest. 
          	 With all due respect,
          	Emily

Sister666Fister

@nightblueskies 
          	  I NEED TO READ MAGES BOTTLES AND BABIES NOW
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Sister666Fister

@nightblueskies 
          	  MISS EMILY PLEASE I CANT LIVE UNTIL I READ THE REST OF YOUR CRAZYYYY CASPAR LEE FANFIC
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nightblueskies

So I'm just gonna be honest and address the elephant in the room. I haven't been writing, and I've been making promises that I haven't been keeping. This past year has been a huge shift from the norm. I'm drifting through some self conflict and lately I felt like I've been living without some purpose. I am not implying suicide, that is the farthest thing I want to come to. In fact I never have nor probably will allow the thought of suicide to be in my head at all. Even now, I feel like I'm being faced with more personal challenges than before. Now, moving on to the updates. I'm grateful for all the people who love and support my stories. I've never expected them to flourish like they did, however they are in the end fanfictions. The plots, the characters,the stories are all things that I want to call my own. Not something a teenager made up because she was obsessed with some youtuber. I wanted these stories to prosper on their own not without some beloved character inside them to make them popular. Will I continue writing? Maybe. But fanfictions, no. I'm honestly done with them. I respect others who do create wonderful writings with fanfictions as they have a talent for writing. But I don't. I'm not obssessed with youtubers in fact, as I've grown I only actually respect and idolize few because they've done more for society than most do. I understand there will be comments negative and well I expect negative. All of those who have read and commented on my stories and found joy in reading them, thank you. I will perhaps wrap the open ended stories at some point, but I won't promise it. Again thank you all for your support and comments but I needed to get that off my chest. 
           With all due respect,
          Emily

Sister666Fister

@nightblueskies 
            I NEED TO READ MAGES BOTTLES AND BABIES NOW
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Sister666Fister

@nightblueskies 
            MISS EMILY PLEASE I CANT LIVE UNTIL I READ THE REST OF YOUR CRAZYYYY CASPAR LEE FANFIC
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nightblueskies

So hello guys it has been quite a while( a "while" being a complete understatement). I have been getting non stop messages, comments, notifications etc. about my lack of updating for some of my stories and for that I apologize greatly. The past year I have been taking time for me, and with college around the corner it has been a very busy time. No, I have not giveen up on my stories because I cannot stress enough on how horrible that can be. I'll be up and at it soon just please please be patient. Thanks to all of you who have supported me this far. I'm doing fine. thanks a ton. See you soon. - Nightblueskies

Sister666Fister

@nightblueskies HOW SOON MISS EMILY ITS BEEN 7 YEARS COME BACK
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Sister666Fister

@nightblueskies
            NOOOO SHAWTY DON'T GIVE UP ON YOUR STORIES!!!!
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nightblueskies

Update!! So many have noticed 20 naughty sins was deleted, I'm as surprised as you guys are and I was not the one who deleted it? Working to fix the problem

Sister666Fister

@nightblueskies 
            IT'S BEEN 8 YEARS WHEN IS 20 NAUGHTY SINS COMING BACK
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Sister666Fister

@nightblueskies 
            TF YOU MEAN 20 NAUGHTY SINS WAS DELETED SHAWTY BRING IT BACKKKKK
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newsam16320

do you do requested stories? if so coukd you make one about a girl named victoria with a crush on caspar lee? take it from there :]

nightblueskies

@newsam16320 I would love too maybe use a different youtuber? Because honestly I've been getting so many for Caspar and writing the same character gets a little boring ;)
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